playa's play

so you guys kno how im already hooked up with tim but he lives in raliegh.

well i met this dude john at a club a few weeks ago. He took me to the beach and how to eat and what not.. well he asked me out tonight :O


I dont wanna be mean to the dude but ya kno..
Should the playa play?:H

 

depends how much u like the other dude

 

i do really like tim...but..

 

haha butttttttt u gotta do what ya gotta do then!!!

 

lol thats wha im sayin. but i told john to ask again in a week. if he ask again then ill do wha i gotta do. yo guys kno how it issss.. shit lol

 

makem mud wrestle for ya

 

I think that if you do, and you don't tell tim, you should die a painful death

 

like thats not gonna happen i only had sex in a church shit. :\ dont tell me somthin i already kno . hah

 

u ARE going to burn in hellhahaa

 

wha am i gonna do bout it now.

 

become a nun

 

I whacked off in a church once =D

it was when I sitll kinda believed, but it was during my rebellious stage =P

but no seriously, not telling him about it is basically cheating (unless you guys agreed to devote to each other, then it IS cheating)
and that's one of the most fucked up things you can do to someone

 

i kno yo. i mean ive told tim like everything and shit, like bout us goin to the beach and him asking me out and shit and he gets all jealous sounding.but i give it til after this week cause things been kinda weird lately cause hes always in school and im always working. im going up to raleigh tomorrow to see tim and then we're drivin back down here and hes staying for the weekend so i guess we'll see

 

I would tell ya to play.

Don't break the boys heart, just bruise it up a little.

I'm in a cynical mood this morning.

 

and then your away message said you were off to see charlie and he was going to touch you or some shit...?:H

 

I would like to hear this sex in a church story.

 

haha charlie yes I love charlie.
A.K.A tims other half hahah
silly.

 

haha

 

so after this weekend i have decided that john and i are just gonna be friend. and yes tim knows all about john, ive told him.so im not completely the worst chic ever .

 

here's the thing i see...why is it that you feel that you're horrible just cause you had sex in a church?
i don't see that as that bad, and having feelings for another guy isn't that bad either...
don't make yourself feel bad
yes hurting tim would have been bad, but you did tell him and thats the 'right' thing to do
no one can judge you except yourself
so whatever happens, just feel that it is the 'right' thing for you to do..hurting others isn't that great but sometimes it's unavoidable
do what you feel you should do, not what you think others would feel is the 'right' thing...and this kind of relates to life as well as this tim/john situation...
~lots of love