My problem is that my self comfidence is really low, i dont know what to do anymore as i dont really believe in myself anymore. Things have happened in my life which have really fucked me up and i dont think im worthy living anymore. I feel like no body wants to be with me, i feel like people wants to be with me only for a bad reason and stuff like that. Maybe im being paranoid and stuff but i really need help. I been dating a wonderful girl for the last 3 weeks and for some reason i got the thought that she is cheating on me even if she tells me that she really loves me, want to be with me and that she woundt do anything like that to no one. I dont want to talk to my parents about it because they will start a big fuzz about it but i been thinking that im tired of living like this and i been considering suicide lately. I just feel like my mind is playing games with me. Please can someone tell me where i could go for help and what can i do to increase my self comfidence? thank you
First of all, suicide wont help you. I know you may feel really bad about yourself, but it's just a state of mind. No-one can change this for you, only you can change how you feel about yourself. It's hard to trust someone who tell you you're important to them. but it's not impossible to be loved even though we may think that way. there's a reason your girl is with you and loves you...you know what? i've learnt that you see yourself as someone totally different to what others see, and you tend to concentrate on your flaws. everyone's got flaws and evryone wiill feel insecure about themselves, especially at your age. just remember that we're all different and we all have different things to offer. no one is better than anyone else. and please be happy you are healthy and still have your whole life ahead of you. I know this is dumb, but hey! think positive! good luck
