i don't know where else to post this.

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Yes suicide belongs here,

irrational depression is hard to counter act, some would say tunr to drugs but i belive that drugs (i mean one like pot, coke, ant-depressiants) hinders life, and a person must experiance the world or they might as well be dead

personally i have waveried on the edge before
literaly i've hanged my legs of the edge
I've indulged in my closeness to death and awoken
BEcasue i wish to feel a small part of my has always wanted more
So many emotions to feel, so many people to feel
The world is made of worlds, and if it ever got real bad
i would just run, get a car and drive till i saw all i could, till i ran dry, at least then when i died i knew i tried

death is always there, it will be there tommarow or today, but life is scarce and never a promise, but a gift, and i hoped i would have the strength to give my life to others, to try to help the world, or at least do things i;ve never done before, before i put the gun up to my head,

if it helps, if i saw you and you let me i would hold you, becasue you have some much to give to the world, if i could make you feel fine, and i would be fine and feel that way as we sat side by side