Man, I'm sitting here after drinking a bottle of wine, wondering why did I do that, and why don't I have any cigerettes?
bummer on the cigs, I dont smoke tobbacco, never have, but I had a meth habit so I can relate to needing something and not having it.
I'm drinking because I'm sick. When I'm sick I want to sit around, and sitting around doing nothing makes me want to drink. Drinking may prolong being sick too. It's a vicious cycle, but I try to be too drunk to remember it.
out of all my shitty habits, meth was the gootcher. best thing i ever done was quit dope. needin ciggarettes aint nearly as bad