okay, so yeah, i've been reading everyone's advice on the last thread that i started, and i really appreciate all of it. so thanks. but continuing.. i hooked up with that guy last night. and i was insanely happy. i was really high, but that doesnt matter. but he was really drunk, and that does matter. i came to the conclusion that i dont really want to be in a relationship with him, but hey, in all honesty i do just want to do shit with him. but he was so drunk, that he doesnt even remember it happening. so now im really angry. i know thats just how he is, but it really makes me mad that he didnt remember it. it was something that was really important to me, and it was just like whatever for him. im not really trying to complain, or get advice on it. im just throwing my feelings out there. i know that i cant really expect anything more from him, im accepting the fact that he is always going to be wasted and never really care for anything else. but still... im mad.
