the magic.. some crazy thoughts .. please read

ok this is really weird and really deep and sorry if its a little weird. ok i started smoking last winter... i only smoked mids for about 3 months then got some skunk dank... it was great.. and in my opinion the high was extrememly different. with mids, the high would b fun (not that a dank high isnt). i would become really slap happy and just kinda crazy.when i did this dank, i was havn fun but then i went beyond that high. I was sittin on a swing in a playground and suddenly i imagined.. extremely vividly in my head, that i was completely alone. the whole world empty, sitting on this swing in this playground. It was an eerie creepy feeling. i can only explain it like this.. a playground is supposed to b happy, full of kids havin fun, whatever. But then picture the eerieness of a completely empty playground, the lonliness. This vision was scary but i was so interested and i spent the rest of my high kinda of exploring this thought. I then after that usually went to this place whenever i got really stoned.
Ok now recently ive started to stray from that place and have been going to a new one. This place is super creepy. The only way i can really explain this is this: one of those carnivals, full of clowns, but they are evil. not evil but just meant to scare rather than amuse. And the whole scenary is just creepy. This is a place full of crime, vandalism, arson. Fires everywhere creepy creatures and music playing. Its so scary yet i love it i always try and figure it out.
Now i have been thinking about these places and i am not sure what they mean.. i dunno im kinda just wondering if anyone else has experienced this on any drug. Its so cool to think of what it could mean or if it means anything. alright sorry it was so long. I have a lot more to say but idk it could get boring, if anyone is interested PM me or IM me at heyitsmatt0013. alright peace guys

 

i really just have no clue what you're talking about

at least, i don't think i do

sawwy :&

 

u smoke rock dude

 

it's because it's Intriguing to you, things out of the norm or just somthing you've come up with in your head interests you to the point of fascination [sp]

this is a bad example, but i will use it in general terms, a "fetish" although your case is far from a fetish, of somone who gets Pleasure from Pain

my "intrigue" i find are related to somewhat similar things as you, when i'm high i like to watch WW2 movies, and things of thta nature involving death, history etc.

recently i domed a joint of what was probably some of the more Kill Shit iv'e had in a long time, then sat down and watched a 2 hour documentry on the Events of September 11th, it was some people who had survived and others who had died and their stories in the towers and what had happend, i thought this was absotulely AMAZING, knowing the havoc, panic, craziness of this situation it seemed just so "awsome" to me i kinda went to another place like you, but i've never quite day dreamed or anything to the extent u seem to have

 

Dont worry dude, marijuana is a mild hallucinogen. i think similar way, except somtimes i think iv come from a nother dimension and am here in the street at like 2am and im the only person in this dimension and somthing terrible has happend, and somtimes there is sooooo much noise in your head, you think you wont be able to hear anything thats goin on around you. or suddenly you imagine somthing from a movie like an alien coming out of the bush, and you get so scared you run and feel terrified. and you hear gun shots coming out of the bush. but you know its not real.

 

triping out from bud.....hmm

 

yeah from my experience i can start having really weird thoughts when i'm very stoned and not talking to anyone. your mind just starts running crazy. don't worry about it man it just means that it's some good shit you've been smoking. if you find it unpleasant just try to watch a movie, play video games or read something.
i used to get like that many times in high school, i'd smoke copious amounts of good hash with some friends, then go to class. the situation and boredom in class would make me have some fucked up thughts, i'd even think i had become psychotic or something. my buddies would get really fucked up too. i didn't always find it fun, but it sure was interesting.

 

dude... wow i remember that day. that was some really dank bud

 

yea its really crazy.. and i love it thts why i always love to get high.. thts not the only reason tho.. and just as clarification, i dont actually see those things just i think them and its really vivid thoughts and a mental picture... so im not trippin on bud.. but yea its sooo cool to think about that kidna stuff

 

it is an opportunity to take control of your mind - negative feelings are pervasive and undesirable, you dont need to put up with them if they disturb you. fear should not command you. interest on the otherhand can be a pretty good thing. i recon these sorts of perceptions should be made into art if they are intricate enough to entertain you relatively long term

 

ahahahahaha, copious.. wow that made me laugh...
right before i moved from long island iwent out with some friends and we roled a 18 inch long blunt... it was ridiculous, but we were all breaking up weed in the car before hand and my friend katie goes 'guys there is a copious amount of weed going into this blunt' and we all thought it was way funny... and all night we kept droppin copious... every time someone says copious i think of that night and that blunt, we were smoking it for what felt like forever...