Your my hero. I remember Micha telling me about the time she ate/smoked some of that blue lotus flower and she was reaaaaly high. I'm thinking about making that my next adventure. Unless I can find some freakin' mushrooms around here. I'm hoping all the rain we got the past few days will have made it damp enough for them to grow ... I think i'm going hunting again tomorrow.
haha sweet...blue lotus is supposed to make you super sexual and stuff... that's why I ordered it lol.. gonna try it out with a few college chicks I met hopefully ... lol. I never really did something that was "ecstatic"... im more used to the "crazy fucked up psychedelics" Im really looking forward to the ayahuasca brew and calea the most though... I almost did ayahuasca this summer , but I was broke when i entered my favorite Psychonaut store Now I just wonder where Im going to hide all the god damn bags... thats gonna be a lot of dope... hopefully one of my friends will take some with him. Im hopin you find mushrooms soon 2 man... actually check this out, you will find mushrooms tomorrow -lol i love how when you put me and Josh in a thread together it always ends up talking about drugs
i want to know everything phil knows IT ALL. oh, and also have access to what i know. and the capability to consume what i know . can't you take me as a disciple or something? start a course with those interested, we'll pay you. oh, i'll pay you in crap-landinc currency, what more of an honour could you ask for?
hehe... all I can teach is how to shift awareness... what one sees beyond is discovery, self discoveries. But awareness... I can change it right now if I want... I am aware of my computer screen, I am reading those lines consisting of ... gibberish, moving constantly, but really... people rarely take the time to be aware of their real actions... My fingers are moving on the keyboard so fast that one could not even be aware of them... I slow down the pace, I can feel every finger, every stimuli, my sense of touch is greater... The click of every key is heard , is felt... My feet are crossed and touching the carpet, what a rough carpet! I bet people never notice how rough it is while they're busy doing everything subconsciously in a haze. Now I have the weird feeling the computer is my mind... the words I think in my mind appear at the same time on the computer, there is no more lapse between my thoughts and my actions, my thoughts are my actions. I am taking the time to be aware of all of my senses, this is creating a sheer feeling of ecstacy, everything is being felt...My fingers, my feet, my body on the chair, my body roughly on this earth, my nose breathing in the air, the clicking of a sound, the taste of my dried mouth, I could feel the whole universe if I want to... isn't this it? Awareness... We have the capacicty of being aware of everything if we want. Huxley says it right, the valve to our perception is a perfect metaphor. But I won't hide it, I like to live in the haze sometimes, makes things more umm... easy, but laziness is not only physically... 100% of the humans have a problem with psychological laziness. We're all racing in our thoughts... trying to sort this huge computer out, but there always seems to be a few files on the loose. Lock em all up... and what you have is what there is, existance ... A perfect lesson to heighten awareness, is when taking the bus to school, or walking to school, or simply taking a walk... instead of having the infernal chatterbox in the mind... To be aware of all of our senses... ... to reach that dimension where everything is flat and as one. Drugs, really, are useless... but like a lot of people, I am lazy myself... and it does the job for me.
Yeah... that's why salvia is so fucking scary. You never knew you could feel so much of the stimuli coming at you at the same time. ...and that's why I love it. -Mike
Why do you live 11 hours away Phil?!?! I wanna chill with you really bad, your thought process is amazing.
I would rather drive ... then I can stop and smell the roses. It is one loooong drive though, it's 11 hours, but feels more like 1284691645137565. No lie.
As far as road trips go.. 11 hours isn't too bad. I think you should do it, Josh. You figure the average is about 1 bowl per hour, so that isn't too much herb you need to bring. -Mike
