HI, I just want to emphasize that this is a touchy subject for me and I haven't really talked about it with anyone yet. I would really appreciate it if no one makes any nasty comments since I'm really really not feeling well these days. About 4 years ago some not-so-close friends of mine filmed me doing something REALLY emabarrassing where I had to take my clothes off. I was a different person back then and have completely changed my life. I am now 21, and I have a few really good close friends who have always been there for me, one of them since I was 13! I didn't tell them about the incident since it was so embarrassing, they would look down at me for doing it. I look down at myself for doing it! I am honestly ashamed. A couple months ago I took out some of my old vhs recordings of like home videos and a high school graduation and my best friend said something like "I hope there's no porn on these". I laughed and didn't think anything of it. But a few weeks later she mentioned something about "porn" again, referring to like me doing it. Not so long after I noticed that my friends were all being kind of distant from me, like all of a sudden they didn't know me as well. But whenever we go out together it's like everything is okay, like it's all in my head. Another one of them mentioned something about the p word at some time in the last month. It made me feel anxiety Is there any way I can find out through a psychic if my friends know about this embarrassing tape? I thought I taped over it but I was so stupid back then that I may have missed a part. My friends and I are always swapping tapes because we grew up together and share a camcorder. I don't want to confront them because if they don't know about it (which is possible) they will totally look at me different, they will be confused. They won't understand and that may lead to problems, no matter how I word my questions. What I really want to someone like a psychic to help me, if they can help with this kind of issue. I i find out that they do know and have keeping their knowledge of it secret, I will most definitely have a talk with them. Thanks so much I appreciate S.
you probably don't need a pyschic for that. crack a joke about porn and yourself, and see what their reactions are. it sounds like it may just be in your head, but only you can really judge that.
Why not find the tape and make sure you erased it or taped over it? Then you'll know for certain if you taped over it or not. Or are there too many tapes for you to do that?
