The Anchored Wanderer

Hey There Everyone,

I first came to this web site almost a year ago, I loved it, I had a screen name i forgot and the password as well, heheh. Well I didnt get to know anyone, although, I really had no good source of internet. But now i am back. I had a child about 13 months ago, the most wonderful thing that could ever happen to me, except the fact that the day i had him, Adonis, social cervices decided to take him away from me. Talk about total and utter hysteria. This was all due to someone calling them and telling them that the father and i were doing meth, weed, coke, and drinking when i was pregnant, which is not true. All i did throughout my pregnancy was marijuana. The father of my child ran off to be a hitch hiking hippi that i had always wanted to be. I was stuck in colorado to work my ass off to impress social services. I finally told the father to fuck off due to not being man enough to come deal with everything with me. I finally got Adonis back after 10 months. Now i am going to go to school for business management so i can start me own business. The reason for the title is because, like i said earlier on the page, i wish i was a hitch hiking hippi, always have. When i was a child me and my mother would move every year to a new house, every two years a new school, and every 4 years to a new state, its in my blood, i must travel. Now that i have a child, and after the whole social services bullshit, I am stuck. So I decided that i am going to go to school. If only there was a way i could travel with a child and not end up having him taken away from me again by social services, I would of done it when social services were out of my life. There is nothing in this world worth giving up Adonis, though, he is my life, without him i am nothing. I am a wandering soul, as my best friend said so long ago, and always will be, this is why i want to start my own business, so that with the profits, i can go traveling all the time!!!!! Being a wanderer, and being anchored is the worst feeling in the world, its almost the same feeling as being lonely, you want that emptiness, that hallow feeling inside that you cant fill in any other way except filling it with what you need. Other than that, i am happy at where i'm at, but never will be fulfilling until i can keep on moving.

 

welcome to the forums have fun posting cute baby!