it's the way it's all real it’s not the way you talk,cos i can’t actually hear you talking in front of me,eye-to-eye kinda way it’s not the way you smile or the way you look at me,cos i can’t see you it’s not the way we do french kisses or the way you hug me,cos i can’t touch you it’s not the way you touch me or the way i sit in your lap,cos we can’t be there for each other it’s not the way you’re amazed by the way i look or the way i like your clothes,cos we live on a different continents (too far away) it’s not the way you hold my hand,cos you can’t walk with me down the street yeah,but it’s the way you know how to say “i love you”,at the exact time i need to hear it,and you don’t say it cos i need to hear that coming from your mouth,you say it because you actually mean it it’s the way we talk over the phone and the way we know each other on a sub level, cos we just feel it (it’s deep in our hearts,deep in our souls-it’s beyond us) it’s the way we know how to feel each other’s feelings although we’re zillion miles away from each other it’s the way you whisper my name and the way i know how to tell you that i need you at the same time you need to hear it it’s the way you’re able to hear my thoughts although i locked them deep in my mind it’s the way your words help me through the rainy nights, when i lock up myself in a room for fear of facing,for fear of dealing with the real world which is always out there,and i just ignore it,and you help me with reading my thoughts (oh how i thank you for that,man u leave me speechless every time uyou do that) it’s the way you pronounce my name and i just think that’s sooo more than sweet it’s the way i pronounce your name and you love it when i do that,although i pronounce it differently than it should be pronounced,but you love it cos I pronounce it,and u think that’s just amazing and new and free and caring and pure and at the same time extremely hilarious it’s the way you represent the person who i’ve been always searching for-my twin,my everything it’s the way you’re aware of the fact how much this all means to me,and in case if something brings me down,makes me blue,you try to make me feel loving and sometimes,you say things like “people don’t actually love you” ; and i just figured it all out, i know why you’re like that,you’re like that cos you want to hear me saying “you’re the one.there’s no one but you”,and you love to hear that,i know you do,and that’s the time when i know it’s all real and true!
I love this. Eventhough I have thought in ther past I have found this person, (what some ppl might call a soulmate) only to be fucked over; I can feel the love expressed in your prose like writing style. I love it!
thank you both for your comments!when readers share their opinion with writers-wow.thank u muchly take care and god bless, marina
