At this point I'd kill to get high.

grow up, you have no idea what youre GONNA do, at the moment it looks like you WANNA do these things and in fact are NOT GONNA do them. they can do whtaever the fuck they want.
you dont even know where to get drugs. you probably have never seen them before. you MOSt probably have no idea what youre getting into. the more posts you make, the more a fool of yourself you paint; youre not a child, but its understandable that your parents hold has prevented you realising what it means to no longer be a child.

kids who take drugs to rebel and escape their miserable lives and FUCK DA SYSTEM just end up as seedy wealthfare leaches, didnt you know?

 

Seriously, It sounds like you think drugs are just going to set you free, no. Your situation may suck and its not your fault, but getting high isn't going to solve all your problems like you think.
Work on the problems with your parents, talk to them, if things don't improve then you have 3 years until your an adult.

 

And stop listening to guns & roses, they are fags, not rock legends

 

LMFAO, classic

 

Shut The Fuck Up. That's Where I Draw The Line! Leave Axl Alone!

 

i was at Court the other day, and i saw this guy, He was the biggest druggo psycho looking killer insane psycho youd ever see in your life, it looked like the drugs had made him into a zombie like person, but you have no idea. He was locked up in a cage at the side of the court room.
at that point i had some sort of revelation. that drugs are drugs, and are probably really bad for our personalities and we think we are ok now, but if we continue on like this it wont be fun and games like FEAR AND LOATHING, it will just make us fucked up wackos.
right now everything seems so innocent and its all like a fantasy, and what can we discover now... but when i saw this guy, i guess you wont know what the fuck im on about...

(he was being charged for drug possesion of meth and some other shit)
MY GOD, if meth makes you the person that i saw. DONT EVER DO METH.

ONLY EVER SMOKE WEED!!!

iv realised any other drug will ruin your life.
i was reading posts on erowid about how DXM has ruined some peoples lives and completly squashed peoples personalities...ruined their families, destroyed their mental health.

I used to think id take any drug their was and mental health was not at all a problem, i thought id only ever worry about physical. But man, have i changed my mind.

I recomend the girl Never even smoke weed. Dont even start, just stick to alchole and live your life. I havent taken drugs in months, and i still feel disconnected as i sit and type this shit. So thats why you should stick to weed, or better yet, alchole.

 

I dont know anything about you, but I doubt that somehow

 

now THAT is what I call a classic

 

drugs are really not that amazing dude, not in that freedom type way, they are just drugs, tools or problems, just a chem, open your mind without them is just as possible and has a larger chance for success anyway.

 

for me, when taking drugs, your completly naive to what your really doing from your perspective you had before you ever took drugs.

meaning, everything is completly out of perspective, and you find youself doing things and taking new things you wouldnt have done in your initial perspcetive. But because your perspective was changed when you smoked weed, you decided to try E, and when you did that your perspective was shifted more, and more. and the more shit you do, the more out of touch of your normal perspective you become, blind to your original morals.

For me, taking drugs isnt like taking drugs. its a fantasy, you try to learn and discover new things, but really your making youself 'Mental', when in your head you think youve discovered new concepts about time and space.

The user is completly blinded, shielded.
i cant even rememebr what the topic is about, but my point is, hmm, im not sure what my point is.

Some people just get a mad obsession with drugs and altered consciouness, and there isnt anything you can do to make that person not experience what they want to experience for themselves. I only got keen on altered states, in grade 5 when i had laughing gas for me dislocated arm, and i had a out of body experience. thats what set me off.
If the poster of this, doesnt have a mad keen obsession for altered states, and their problem lies with authority issues, than dont take drugs as a way to

 

WoodstockChild, it seems like you feel miserable about your life and have convinced yourself that to get "high" will make you feel better.
It won't. It will make you feel much worse. Especially weed and shrooms.

 

Well screw that I met some friends who smoke weed so who knows?

 

Dude, read lots of books. Books rule. And you know what? A couple of years feels like the rest of your life when you're 15. Hell, the WEEKEND feels like the rest of your life when you're 15. But it will pass. I know what you're going through; my dad was pretty strict too and he was law enforcement. But reading books and thinking about stuff and hanging out with my friends was the ticket to freedom. Getting high was pretty good, but not the be-all.

 

Try to forget about tryin to get hi. Do somthing else and before soon you'll forget you ever wanted to get hi at all.


If you got blood tests, there is nothign wrong with just drinking alchole and smoking ciggertss.

Lastly, if you cant get weed, dont do freakin over the counter pharms like DXM or Travacalm(dimenhydrinate) arhhh. they will screw you more than weed.

 

So I've heard

 

drugs are cool. but not like JESUS FUCKING CHIRST!!!! THIS IS THE BEST THING EVER!!! they are just drugs. a temporary change from normal reality. they wont solve any problems and chances are, that because of the situation, they will fuck your life in high school up really bad. believe me, overly protective parents and smoking do not mix.

if you get busted, youll be in alot of shit. youre parents sound alot like mine. i almost got kicked out of the house and sent away just cause i got caught with weed. its not worth it. and dont think that you wont get caught. if youre parents are as strict and pay as much attention to you as you say, youll get caught. sooner or later. just wait till youre 18 if you really wanna do it.

 

i dont know about naive, but your still pretty childish.

 

that sucks bout your parents. its hard to explain, but for the past few years ive just gained more and more authority in my house. you have to start slow, i mustve been 11 or 12, and i would just occasionaly disobey my parents. and as i got older, i started gaining more authority like, if my mom was lecturing me id say "shut up" and it would be fine. now that im 16 i pretty much bitch my parents around... ive turned it into such a situation that theyre more like, my friends than actual parents. of course, it has taken me years to get to this stage, but im glad. oh yea, smoke weed, dont do any other shit, unless you are planning on preserving your memory. just sneak out after your parents are sleeping, theyll never know, i do it every night. if youre looking for drugs just walk up to some kids with tye dye shirts and dreadlocks and ask them to hook you up with a bag or something, worst that can happen is they lie to you and say theyre all out.

 

the best thing about this thread is the cartoon with Homer Simpson on stage with the rockers

 

I see being in touch with my inner and outer child as a plus. The five- seven year old part of me never craved drugs, just a bowl of ice cream.