I was reluctant to try ecstasy, I had heard both positive and negative things about it, but it seems to have an extremely bad reputation in my area. But I must say, my first experience with this wonderful drug was one of the most beneficial and beautiful experiences of my life. I was spending the night with my friend, we had just finished our last bowl and had no more weed. We called around looking for something above mid, but because of a recent large scale drug bust, it was kind of hard to locate anything. We called a dealer who usually is our best hookup. He said all he had was mid, so I asked if he had anything else, maybe acid or shrooms. He said no, all he had was E. After talking it over with my friend we bought two triple stacked rolls with the intention of selling them for more. We were just hanging out outside when my friend asked me if I had any interest in taking them. I said maybe, and after talking it over we decided we would try it once, and never do it again. We both broke our pills into 4 pieces and then swallowed them down. It took about 20-30 minutes to kick in and all I can say is that it was beautiful. Everything felt great and we both had a very eye-opening conversation which lasted all night. We talked about peace, love and people we had not been so nice too. It changed us both, forever. The comedown was kind of a mindfuck though, and sometimes it is hard for me to think about that night without getting strange feelings, but that is because it was so unlike anything I had ever experienced. It was just us talking for hours and hours but we never once thought got bored or even wanted to do anything else. I do want to try E in a rave setting soon but if personal insight is what you are looking for I would advise doing it in a quiet setting.
candyfluppin' would be nuts, intense, but i'd imagine very positively sloped. when you say "get weird feelings remembering that night" i understand what you mean, after your first time you do get a bit confused with the whole situation afterwards. you used it in a quiet, intimate setting, how people used it in psychology, i think this is most beneficial way to gain somethng from mdma.
I totally know what you mean. Once you do E even once it's impossible to look at the world in the same way you did before.
changes you forever. also ive noticed when i listed to certain music when on x... then much later on if i listen to the same music. i kindof feel like im rolling. a few songs have a very strong emotional connection to me since ive done x
yeah "you and i" by yes reminds me of it, every time ive rolled ive listened to it as i come up. damn i want some nice clean rolls again soon..
I get that too... three weeks ago i rolled with some very close friends, and we sat around and talked and listened to the red hot chillipeppers, i will always think about E when i hear scar tissue now.
im really happy for you and all, but slow the fuck down mate, feel comfortable with both before you start fucking yourself up, candyflipping can flip u out. i bet you never ended up selling those pills did you
