Finally after so long...

...I'm totally ripped and high off my ass on cocaine. My dealer fronted me a bag and the coke and he explained why he decreased how much he was originally going to front me because a lot of people who he fronts aren't paying him back. He's denying most of them the fronting privelege because he can't lost that much of his money.

Here's the kicker. He said that he wouldn't say no to me because he hadn't even given me a chance and he said I was cool. I dunno if it's because I'm so high if that seems like such a big deal but I'm extremely happy and I feel like I can do anything and I know now that's robably the coke.

I'm more than likely gunna look back at this and laugh but it means an awful lot to me right now.

Thanks for putting up with me

 

Congrats on you intoxication

 

Danke sehr.

I cannot explain my extreme love for the world like now. I've never done E before but I can imagine that it feels something like the amount of love i have for things right now.

My kitty is eating up the attention.

 

Good for you, dude.

 

Wow, I wanna try coke now..

 

be careful... you REALLY dont wanna get hooked on anything, that would be lame

 

I like cant get addicted to anything its wierd. All my friends smokes butts so i decided to just to expiriment(i know, stupid reason). So i smoked 6 or 7 cigs a day for about 2 or 3 months and decided I didnt want to anymore and that was it. My friends were amazed and asked how I did it and i said "your guess is as good as mine". I also did meth for a couple days then got off it and i was fine(dont fucking ask me why i did it..i dont fucking know). So ya, Im a fucking beast. No fucking drug can touch me muthafuckaa, You can do anything you put your mind to, all ya gotta do is believe people.

 

That's true. I have been smoking about 150 Black & Milds every week for the past 4 months and I have just quit. Everyone said that after smoking that many of them it would be impossible to quit and stay quit, but I'll show them the willpower of the TopNotchStoner.

 

same here quitting smoking wasnt a hard challenge for me

 

Thanks very?

 

I can explain it. It's called increased dopamine production. Oooh, can't wait until the coke wears off and your brain says "Noooo, i want more."

 

haha me to buddy!!! jus did a 30 bag of the shit n feelin fine, once in a while its ok you know but a habit aint worth it

 

addiction doesn't necessarily mean you can never stop. It just means your body has either grown so accustomed to something that it craves it, or you go through withdrawal and get sick for a while without it. For example, you could do heroin for a while, and then quit, but you're gonna be hurting when you stop. for some people it's too much, and thats why they keep doing it. just be careful

 

i know you dont want to hear this but.....cocaine is bad. be careful with things that can take away your freewill.

 

Cocaine is a helluva drug. I don't buy it that often because I'm not that rich.

That was one hell of a night though. Freaking crazy

 

I like cocaine too; i found a good way to pay for my cocaine.
Step 1: Get $100
Step 2: Buy eightball
Step 3: Sell 2 grams for $50 each.
Step 4: do a gram and a half for free

It's worked for about amonth now for me... sometimes i end up with more coke because i get fat sacks and sometimes short people or some combination thereof.

Coke kicks ass, easier to hustle people (in general) for things. Girls for pussy, parents for money/getting out of work, friends to roll another blunt. It's good.

 

Bullshit. Its that kind of mentality that leads people into addiction.