demons/energy parasites, soul visualizations

Hey everybody.

For years when I was in my late teens, I felt like I had some sort of extra spiritual appendage sticking out of the center of my chest, around my solar plexus. In college I dated a really nice girl for a few years, and I had never believed in faith healers before, but I really believe that she is one, and that this 'appendage' on my chest was some kind of demon or parasite that was sucking my energy out of me as I went through the days. She helped me one night, she laid her hands on my chest and really just willed it to come out. My back arched upward and I took in a deep, involuntary breath. I felt like the thing had been ripped out of me, and I felt so crisp for the rest of the week. To this day, that 'appendage' feeling has never come back, and she has helped me to heal and to guard against future threats. We still are on very good terms, even though we're not going out.

I've just always been really acutely able to visualise my soul, and the inner workings of it. The colors that correspond to different parts of me, red gashes down my back, or yellow fuzzy electromagnetic stress in my sternum, lavender wheels slowing down in my head as I'm helping myself sleep, or my feet being reduced to brass wireframes when i feel rootless and burnt out, and cracking into gold chariotwheels again when i get a rush of energy.

has anyone had any similar experiences?

dan

 

I get the same feeling all the time in my solar plexus. I do believe that it can be alleviated, but I've never gotten around to actually sitting down and unblocking it (or whatever you might call the process).

Oddly enough, I exhibit the main dysfunctions associated with a disturbance of this chakra, like self esteem and oversensitivity issues, as well as a feeling of lack of control/independence. Also, the solar plexus chakra deels with astral travel, which would explain my difficulties in that area.

It's a very interesting topic. Could you perhaps describe the training you went through to prevent future encroachments? Was it very ceremonial/ritualistic, or more an informal exercise of will?

 

If you dont think about the cold, you become no longer cold.

 

Very good buddah, good luck with the hypothermia.

 

Thinking of warmth can really warm you up tho.

 

Thinking logically can save your life.

 

its called unplugging.... you take what it is that you are feeling , sensing etc.... and literally visualize it and unplug from it,,, cut the connection cut the energy n let it go ,,,, feel it understand it ,, luv it cuddle it whatever you need to do and let it go,,,, its energy nothing more,,, what one interprets it as is totally individual... it may be something evil,,, something oppressive,,, negative energy, demons, villians,, vampirism its all individual.... ... the mind is a very powerful thing,,,, not always in bright intelligent sensible ways,,,, so one has to use complete and total common sense ...

heron is wise,,,, ... listen , read , learn,,,,its much deeper than the few seemingly wisecracks he posts....

 

Whoa, I forgot about this thread for a while. It was fairly informal ... for a while, maybe a week or more after the initial ripping off/unplugging deal, my visualization involved something having burst out of my chest, or kindof like someone had taken a gun and shot me from behind ... and I felt vulnerable for a while, because the parasite, as I call it, could have come back and nestled back into its original slot in my chest. If I remember correctly, there were a few nights when my gf at the time helped me stitch up the wound, as it were. I voluntarily chose to visualize a sealing up of this wound, and I would do this as I walked through my day. It was very informal, but as I understand it, the prevention of further problems took the same attunement to the visual aspect of my soul that played an active role in my original awareness of the parasite's presence on me.

Unfortunately, I fell out of balance again as we started to break up, and had to figure myself out in a lot of ways afterward. Things are good.

 

u guys are fucken weird.

 

all this sort of thing this tread started out being about, well be or not as it may, this is entirely seperate and appart from what i at least am seeing as spiritness in natural world and existence. none of these sorts of entities are about the kind of spiritness of places and species and all that sort of thing one encounters out in the boonies by yourself without a brain addled by social coerciveness.

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