when i awoke with tears i wandered outside and all i could feel was the rain the cold air did not bother me i had lost someone that could never be replaced there were tears running down my face blurring my vision so i could not see i was thankful she was not suffering but that did not mean i was not i had lost someone so dear to me she was my clown when i was sad my best friend when i wanted to talk and my shoulder when i needed one to lean on she was my second mother who disciplined me when i was bad praised me when i was good and encouraged me to work towards my goals i lost the only person that ever understood me i lost my grandmother.
so sorry for your lose; but this was certainly a really genuine piece of work to come sundering from such hurt and lose. best of luck and thanks for sharing take care
Very Sad But a poem of great beauty has sprung from the ashes of your tradgedy. My condolensces and may you find joy upon your path soon.