Just when I wanted to commit suicide....

Edit: Oh sh*t! Sorry, that was supposed to be a whole new thread.


No reflection on anyone in here.

 

Just when I wanted to commit suicide?

The last time? I just looked at my son's face as he slept and realised he didn't deserve the heartache, no matter what pain I was in.

 

then the advil kicked in and the hangover went away.

 

Something along these lines popped into my head when I was 16

If you're willing to take your life,
Why are you taking it (your life) so seriously?

If you're willing to throw the whole thing away,
Why can't you just walk away from the parts of it you don't want?

If you're not afraid of losing everything,
What have you got to lose by saying "fuck it lets go see what you can find".

And if it turns out that life really is a joke,
At least you will have stuck around for the punchline.

 

I am Furious that I Did Not Die...

 

I am amazed how many people here wanted to commit suicide.
If any of you ever need me I will be there for you.

Love, bird.

 

sweet bird

 

And Yet you Give the Thumbs up?

 

A thumbs up for being there for you.

 

That is Nice of You...

 

Hmm when I wanted to commit suicide:


I thought about it and realized if I died that only solved thier problems not mine and I would actually have felt far better over thier death than my own and would have felt elated had I got to be the person to assist in there death.