I usually spend most days of the week with my girl friend On thursday, she went to sleep over at her best friends house, which she usually does about once a week. Also on thursday, all of my friends finished their exams (mine finished a week ago), and i've been waiting patiently so that we can all go out and get well n truely smashed, but work phoned me up last minute and said i need to go in dead early and cover some one else. which meens no late night or hang over. Today my gf is going to a party, but because she doesnt know the host very well it was best advised that i didnt go untill the next one or so... tomorow my best friend is out sailing, so i cant see him. Luckily i will be able to see my girl again on sunday. ..but its so depressing, waiting around for people who are all out having fun. i find it so hard to entertain my self, and when i do, the high usually doesnt last very long. ALSO i feel like the only times that i dont get to see my gf is when she goes away to a party or out to see her m8s (who i also get along well with) and while she's away there is usually one reason or another why i cant see people. and it makes me feel like im just waiting around, as if i dont have a lie or something. ONE MORE THING when i try to talk to any one in my family who happen to be around the house when i need some company the most i get completely ignored, my mum n dad juts never want to listen to me nor do they care for much more other than small talk. ok sorry bout that, probably mostly drivel BUT I NEEDED A RANTA A HAHAHAHAHdishdhjD
