I'll just make this my dream journal. Not really looking for analysis or opinions. 8/8/05 So I got on a train...to where I was going I have no idea. But I got lost and ended up getting off in a completely unfamiliar place. While walking around, I asked some middle aged guy where I was and he said "you're in Virginia". I was shocked and asked if I could use his phone. He said yeah and welcomed me in his home. Now granted in life I actually live a few states up, he offered to drive me home. As he was calling his son to drive me, his outrageously attractive daughter came down the steps and said "I'll take him home". This girl had eyes to die for. She looked so familiar, but didn't, if you can understand that. We climb into her rather junker of a car and start driving. Out of nowhere I says "I can't thank you enough for this, really. I could kiss you". She blushed and said "oh really?" While still driving, she planted probably the most romantic and moist kiss anyone has ever gave to me (in life or a dream). The kiss itself felt like a dream inside of a dream and seemed to last forever. The next part is sort of a blur, but we ended up walking on some train tracks. I take it this was somewhere near winter because we both had heavy clothes on. I guess I was walking to fast for her, and out of nowhere she throws a fit and jumps like 30 feet off a cliff into a stream. I ran over and looked for her, and it was almost like she wasn't affected by the jump or the cold water. She just calmly got out of the water and started walking with me again.
9/14/05 Quit cold turkey (cigaretts) a month ago and had a dream that I started up again. All I could think about was how I was going to explain "this time" to the wifey. Thankfully I woke up.
11/25/05 Started off me and a few friends were robbing merchandise from vehicles in my childhood neighborhood. We were doing good when all of a sudden while I was in a car, all the doors automatically locked and I was trapped. Some tall dude who looked pretty intimidating overpowered me and drug me into his home. He threw me on a couch with two incredibly hot females. The blonde was half-way under a blanket on the couch I was sitting on, and a brunette was on a different couch, but also half-way under a blanket. The blonde next to me reached under the couch and pulled out a photo album. As she was flipping the pages, I then realized they were pictures or surveillance photos of the crimes I just committed. I was at a loss for words and felt very odd. So as we're sitting there, the blonde started to stare at me and moved her freshly shaved leg up under the blanket that was keeping me warm. I asked her what she was doing it for and she responded with "shhh" with piercing eyes. She asked me to visualize the crime I just committed while she slowly worked her hands under the covers. I started getting nervous because in the "real world" I am a one-woman-man and I would never let another get that close to me. I was then directed to look at the brunett girl while I was getting fondled. After a few minutes she went for it all and moved her head under covers but wouldn't you know....the damn alarm clock wakes me up!
12/15/05 Stepfather was fighting my real father and my dad cut my stepdad's chest wide open with a sword. He didn't fall down or anything. He just kinda stumbled around with no blood seeping out but I could clearly see his entire organs while he was saying sorry for all the wrongdoing throughout my childhood. He was whispering that if he could do it differently, he would of. One tear dropped from his eye and he fell face first.
12/21/05 Visited a mall/hall and first we listened to some senator do his speech. I was up on the balcony but there wasn't any seats. I'm not sure who was with me but we played on the escalators for a bit then walked through the hall to catch an elevator out. The first elevator we pressed 2. We get out and hop on a different one. Then we get in and press 9B? Except this one was not going up and down. We were going sideways and there was a little space where I could see outside. After what seemed like a minute, I look out of this space and it was very bright outside but then I seen we were headed for water, like a river. The elevator crept up to the end of the track and barely fell in the water. We had to get wet up to our knees to get out. With seaweed stuck to our pants, we tried to leave. Just as I was about to get out of the water, I heard something so I look back inside the elevator and seen some sort of device on the wall but it was covered with a little blanket. There was an automated voice saying 5 min...5 min...And of course as soon as I pulled the blanket off, I woke up. Grrrrrr
12/23/05 Gary (Baba Booey) Dell'Abate was giving me a physical while I looked at the sky. He was asking me questions like "does your penis curve to the right or left", "what's your favorite type of kool-aide". He would grab the intercom and report all my answers to someone.
12/26/05 Was hanging with some teens in the woods. I was the oldest. Two of the kids were my cousins. We were pulling pranks and playing board games and whatnot. My aunt Kathy appears out of nowhere and grouped all of us together so we could leave. She walked all of us at the top of the hill because that's where the restrooms were. Weird because I'm a grown ass man, I didn't really need her to walk me, but I was just going along because aunts always have seniority. The restrooms were creepy because it took like 10 minutes, all uphill to get to them. And when we did, the door seemed like it was a thousand pounds and squeaked louder than anything. Once I got in the door, there was a huge flight of steps before finally getting to the stall. The view was amazing. It almost resembled a bell tower/restroom. On the way back, I spotted a lake so we all decided to stop and admire the view. After like a few minutes we heard some ruffling in the woods and I saw a bleeding baby deer headed right for us. It collapsed right at our feet and right behind it was a baby wolf charging at its neck. The deer found the strength to get up again but went in the lake to try to escape. The wolf also followed and of course, prevailed in its attempt to get dinner. We all saw the deer disappear in the water but the wolf was still swimming back. Well I think my emotions got the best of me and I threw one single rock as hard as I could at the wolf and it was probably the loudest, hollowest knock-sound you could ever hear. I hit it right in the temple. I stood there and watched the wolf twitch and fall hopelessly underwater to die. I was thinking I should have let nature take its course, but I just couldn't hold back. There was an island in the middle of the lake. An adult tiger was walking with a vengence and looked right at me. We started to leave and I awoke.
1/10/06 There was a small window that had steel bars in a dark hallway. It was head height and it was just blackness if you look in it. I could feel a tremedous vacuum/suction action when I got close. I was with my fiance and she put her arm in between the bars and her body was sucked through. Was odd because there was only a good 3 inches between the steel bars. She disappeared. Of course I was curious and did the same. Except when I put my arm in, my body got stuck and I heard an audience laugh, but there was no one around. A few seconds pass and I get sucked in too. There was no memory of how it felt while in the vortex, I just sorta ended up on the other end. I ended up in some group home for poor folk; mostly black people. Some big black lady was the manager and kept order. No one wore shoes and there were no decorations anywhere. Just mattresses with no boxsprings and a few leaks in the ceiling. Well me and my fiance were told to go outside and explore the town. It was daytime so we decided to split up and meet somewhere. After strolling along, I heard gunshots then saw windows of homes shatter right behind me so I guessed I was being hunted. I made my way around the run-down town with caution by hiding behind objects and whatnot. I found my fiance's stepdad's place and he came out to meet me. As soon as he got near me, something in the sky caught my eye and I looked up. I pointed and told Scott to look too. It was some flying object that closely looked like this: except it was surrounded by purple clouds and lightning. And it didn't fly in a conventional manner. It stopped, floated still for a second, turned around and took off. We might have caught 3 seconds of it. He said to me "I can't believe I just saw that" I nodded my head with him and was just as shocked. So I made my way back to the shelter. While there, I noticed a stack of money on the desk in the office. It just so happens that the manager was distracted elsewhere and I went in and took seven 100 dollar bills. I wanted to take the entire stack but didn't want it to look that obvious. Next thing I know, me and my girl are staring into the steel barred vortex and we both went in.
1/15/06 We had just moved into a new place. [Funny because we really did] And there was a nightclub about a half mile away. One night on the way back home right outside this club someone stuck a gun to my back and I started screaming for somebody to help. I took off running but so did the robber with the gun still at my back. I seen some dude come out of the club with a chick and looked as if he was coming to help me out because he had a uniform on like he was a bouncer or something. He ran up to me and sucker punched the shit outta me. That's when I woke up.
1/30/06 I was watching some kids play ball in my yard. I was watching from my window when two of them came up onto the roof. The ball went up on the roof so one of them went to get it. While he was retrieving the ball his lower torso fell through the roof. Other kids climbed up to help and they too, one-by-one started falling through. It seemed like the house was real flimsy and it crumbled too easy to be true. I fell through the floor too but managed to gather my wife and kids up to go outside. We seen the house fall floor by floor. There was a crowd of people outside in the alley watching when a huge argument broke out between everybody. My sixth sense kicked in and I told my wife to get farther away because I had a feeling someone was going to pull a gun out. The second I told her that, I seen some old guy with a handgun slowly raising the weapon and began firing into the crowd. I threw my toddler son out of the way but my 5 year old daughter stayed on the other side of the alley not sure of what to do. I guided her and told her to run across to us as fast as she could. She made it safely. The gunman seemed to disappear so I went back in the house to see if I could salvage any of our belongings. To my suprise, except for a few downed walls, everything was fine and I remember thinking there's no way I should be able to walk around in here like nothing happened. We just watched it collapse. *The real creepy thing about this dream is that when I got to work that morning, the front page of our local paper had a story of a house that collapsed a few blocks away from me. I almost shat my pants when I read it*
2/28/06 If you didn't like something, all you had to do was throw salt at it and it would be whited out. It would still be there, just no one could see it. If you wanted something back, you had to throw pepper on it. There was a worldwide shortage of salt & pepper and a huge international war broke out. Was crazy. Me personally was playing around in traffic throwing salt on a car that was about to hit me. I ran out of both and woke up.
06/22/06 I threw my cat very hard against the ground and it went in shock. Looked like it was about to die but all of a sudden it was normal again.
