love to 'all' .. what would you do..??

i feel bad and a lil upset.. but prehaps som of that is selfish.. i work in a small hostel in such a beautiful location, where i am free to b creative and its a great place -except for som stupid regulations n warped reality..of mainly 'health and safety' which are becoming soo annoying and horrible for me.. it 'used' to b that we would sleep people in the living room if we didnt have any beds left.. and weve made the odd exception for an ol cyclist guy passing by.. but now.... tonight a group of pepol arrived.. a saturday night/summer and we have 1 bed.. the woman who spoke english was so horible.. harsh n relentlessly pushy.. that makes me all jittery n im v sensitive ....as soon as i apologised that i didnt have room she spotted what she thought was my weakness and stepped into my space to attempt to use it.. i could litterally feel her draining me..well so i tried suggesting other places nearby.. but she didnt listen anyway just insisted that they would sleep in the kitchen.. which she couldnt do.. it isnt my hostel so myb i would loose my job.. which is where it twista as im thinking do i really want to be working for such.. also -if myb she wasnt so horrible prehaps i would have put them up. Its that game of power to try get what she wants that i hate. well... she just shouted.. 'you are not a anything.. you are nothing' and left. But im thinking should i have let them stay!?? / ..i understand i suppose..and when iv been stuck iv slept in a kitchen or living room myself.. but now i just feel upset ..+ i dont know what to think of this job .. any thoughts ??

 

if you really like that type of thing then get a loan and buy your own hostel and get all the people on this forum to go there. you did the right thing with that lady, she was just mean. open up "HippyHostel" and have lots o peace and love there.

 

you did the right thing, don't worry.

 

I had SUCH a hard time understanding that, the way you wrote it.. all the random letters an short forms lol, but i got the jist of it....

that spotted my weakness thing totally rang celestine in my head
I think it was wrong for someone to try and take advantage and you're just trying to explain things....
you were right

 

I have very little tolerance for people like that. I'm kind of like the guy from clerks. Sometimes you just have to tell people the way it is.

 

thanku .. yee i was absolutly feeling it was like celestine.. some day myb it would be nice to grow my own happy hostel home with nice friends.. self sufficient, nature, creative, themed and arty.. open arms for one big family /.. but not just now.. i havent found my location yet and the wind wants to take me many places so i dont want to be tied to som bank.. but for sure you all will be welcomed...