I haven't been on here in awhile, and it's a blessing to see your name on the board... more than a couple of times, the peace of mind you have offered me has enabled me to better the lives of others (and myself) just by my presence.... In the last year, the increasing intensity of my own gift (i turned 22 this year, and it seems a big milestone!) has left me confused, almsot paranoid-wondering if I am hearing what I really do, and learning to hold it, acknowledge it and let it go-and use it to help when i can.... but there are times (especially walking down the streets of Amsterdam) that the presence and interest of others is absolutely overwhelming.... being able to come on here, and feel the trueness of your energy (even through a wire, thousands of miles away) reminds me that I'm okay, I'm not crazy, and that my own internal situation will only get better and healthier... I look forward to my old age, to be honest..... when I'm in my seventies-just sitting on a park bench feeding the pigeons because it's the most important thing i have to do- but I realise that there is a lot lying between the me that is now, and the me I will be then.... And I'm less scared of it because of you.... thank you Blessed Sisiter...
Hi Sweet Sangria Your words touched me, knowing we each are finding our way and helping each other to grow. I have been left with [peace, joy and wonder at the many who have embraced me as a friend here in these forums. Even as I have gone through my own changes I have known I was not alone. Thank You to Everyone. I just answered Butterflygal in old crones place personal forum under the post Title "Just stopped by for a visit..." She asked for a story and I replied with (Touching My Soul.) This one might help you as well with understanding just how close we can be to lessons we set up for ourselves, then in time find we were so close we could not see the trees through the forest of our own steps, and choices. I will post one later today titled (On Sacred Ground). We only have this moment to glance at our reflection as we pass by. The beauty is in seeing we are more than what sometimes meets the eyes. We are Spirit in a shell looking for rememberances of who we are, and just what the depth of the connection is we share inside the greater whole. Thank you again for your words of love and know they are embraced with tenderness from this side. Loving you.
