dooooode

Well shes not going to OD or anything.

Let's hope she doesn't shave her beautiful head or something though.

She'll be fine, but I wouldn't be surprised if she wasn't having a fun time.

Take care of yourself Meli.

 

Taking anything for the first time alone, if you have to take it at all, is not a good idea.
I hope eveythings ok.

 

just thought i'd take this opportunity and say


I TOLD YOU SO

 

...how was it?

 

i just wrote down a whole description and it didn't work

 

Next time you'll know to just give them to me. I don't get why you sat on the computer while tripping on shrooms, though.

 

awww...that sucks. i hate it when that happens. =/



think you can just sum it up real quick like? im kind of worried as to what happened to ya

 

i would never do a drug the first time by myself. that was brave.

 

tripping alone isn't too fun...

i don't really get the bad trip shit from being alone, i just get bored and restless.

this probably isn't the case for everyone though.

 

so anyway....i "hung out with lindsey" while tripping.well i left around 1 and we went to J's boyfriend's house(4 of us)and she made my tea a while later.i drank it.actually wasn't that bad.and ate the rest of the mushrooms in a peanut butter samich.the texture was weird.so yeah 15-20 minutes after that it started to ckick but nothing bit just a feeling.and while driving to the beach the road split into two parts and the right side was a ramp going up.once we parked and got out the trees were skwigly and curly like noodes.and the colors were more brilliant

while i was laying in the car...right before we got out...again.i seen these two people walking behind the trees that was kind of see through.like it was some background scene.and walking the trail was a fuckin trip.i thought we were walking into the forest or something.like it didn't feel rightthe background trees were planted into water.swamp like ater.i think there were flowers or maybe i just imagined most of them.

the beginning was strange.i felt like i was on a desert.and the walks were loong.like it took a minutes to walk from where we were and to the water.by now i had to pee.i actually held it in until 7.i was surprised i didn't go in the water and piss myself.

 

doesn't sound like a bad time.

 

that actually sounds like a pretty fun trip. i thought you were just alone in your room this whole time


ya man, being out in nature is the best! getting to see so many different plants and stuff is great

 

what you HAVE to do if your trippin is put on some early Floyd

i.e. Cirrus Minor, Echoes ( not so early), Saucerful of Secrets fucks you up, (stay the fuck away from ummagumma),

or of course put on Lucy in the Sky

 

looking at the sky was best part.i never felt so happy in my life.my euphoric moment.everything was beautiful to be and i had a huge smile on my face.and i left like waving my hands around.the patterns in the sky were terrific.i wish i could remember most of them.they were beautiful.what seemed like an hour and a half was actually 3 hours so i must have forgotten some.

the music man...the music it was weeeeird.it kept breaking and sounded scrathed.like it would pause and come back again.the music diffinetly made the trip better(alot of sublime)the radio was strange though.everyone's voice sound like they were melting.and talking really slow.then i felt kind of alone because im not really that close to any of them.i wanted lindsey.if she was there i would have been more talkative.i hardly talked the whole time.i was too lazy to talk i wanted to dance but that would be weird.

so yeah after words i had the longest damn ride of my life.roads were weird.and im not sure but there was construction on the side.or maybe most of it was me.so anyway.everything in the car was moving perfectly but everything outside was slooow and hell.the cars were slow...people talking was slow.....people walking was slow..and these two chick were running and i could see the slow motion of their hairs

yeah once i got home i felt weird being alone so i called lindsey after being on here for like 30 minutes or so.i talked to micha foir a little and told here how weird i felt.the furniture was small, somewhat curvy, and skinny.so she came within 20 minutes and from then on i was wicked talkative.and at the other beach we were at the playground and watched the sun set..beaaauuutiful! i never felt so childlike being on a swing.i was free and i liked it.

oh then we went to a little party and i took like a hit and now im goode

 

...that isn't cliche

 

lol

 

i'd love some shrooms right now.


alls i gots to do is wait for nxt weekend for my trip trip trip...


damnit, thats too fucking far away

 

fuckin awesome fuzzy ... you kinda sound like me, i never wanna talk lol... itd be cool if ye remembered the patterns you saw... just for my knowledge, did ye happen to see some mazatecish, native indian kinda stuff-like patterns ? and the curvyness is awesome... its like walking a straight road , but its not so straight lmao.

did yu take a drop of acid or a hit of mj?

do u also feel different today? like... this trip changed you? opened u up even more?

 

very hot


i might be better than chris at this

 

ahaha