Whatever dude, Heroin destroys lives, and even though it hasn't yet, it will destroy yours sooner or later.
Not so much Ineed it to get by, I mean don't get me wrong I am a addict..but im very clean, I switch needles often, dispose of them at the hospital... Every now and then i quit just to bet my tolerance down , or if we go on vaction. I will say that sometimes I wish I would have never started. for the most part it has been fun, sex on this stuff is great, I can last for hours and get her off like a m, times.. Anyway I get your point and even apprecaite the concern that had been expressed In this thread. I know I am playing with fire and someday I will want to quit for good and this is the place i will turn for advice And that last little commnet, well no shit I dont see why people have to post off topic im gonna make a junkie bashing thread so you self rightious fucks can feel better about yourselves
I know what you mean, and im not ignorant to that fact, but im having fun with it right now, and i pray to god that it wont take everthing away that I love...
Yeah I have a 4yr old daughter, a 7mo old daughter and my girl is 20...yeaj I know young when she had the 1st kid (shes not mine but i love her just the same as my own) and we have cats
Thank you so much for putting it like that, I can tell It was heart felt and you werent just saying it to hear yourself talk.....Its just so scary to imagine my life without having that escape
Have you ever taken LSD during the five years you've been on H? If you have, where did it take you as far as your addiction is concerned. I mean, it doesn't seem to me that you feel you have a problem, you're just asking how to pass a drug test, right? You seem to have you're life completely undercontrol, but obviously you still get some type of pleasure from the drug, connection right. I'm just guessing that you haven't dossed with someones wisdom connected to your thoughts, wisdom such as Ram Dass, Timothy Leary or Aldous Huxley, because I bet, like I said "from my own experience" that in the first three hours after taking LSD, you'd have a nearly complete and deep understanding of exactly why you have the mental addiction in the first place. Sorry for being presumptious, but from my experience with friends has lead me to believe that there's a void in those friends lives in which heroin fills. I bet you'd be able with a little spiritual reading, internal consiousness and a dose of LSD to fill the void that heroin is filling now and jump to a state of mind more sacred than you've ever felt before. All this said assuming you haven't reached the highest point of spiritual awakening that your internal being has known is there ever since the day you were born. I mean if that was you, you would understand a psychedelic way of life, you wouldn't be scared to imagine your life without that escape and ultimately wouldn't do heroin. This is written with love and concern for you, brother, not your family, not you kids, just you, the human in you. "A truely consious being understands that mans role in the entire dance, is to relieve suffering, that becomes your function, not because it's good to do it but because that's what you do" or "You don't fulfill social responsablity out of a sense of ought or should or fear, you do it because that's what you do. :Ram Dass Don't Lay up your tressures where moth and rust corupt and where theves feel in. :Jesus Christ Love George
Honestly I have done alot of psychedrlic drug and have had religiuos exp with them as well, I had a mentor in my life from the age of 16-19 and he taught me alot about shamanic plants and things of that nature. I have done DMT, cappi vines, virorla, phalris grass, san pedro, amanitas, salvia, angel trumpets, alot of RC tryptamines and Phenethylamines. Point being I was on a path and didnt do hard drugs, but then he and his g/f moved back to oregon. Im not blaming this on that, but your words reminded me so much of him I had to mention him. So I am into 7 hours since I last shot up, im gonna try to stop, and get my head and body cleaned up...wish me luck
Perhaps I'm just a product of the propaganda machine, since I've not immersed myself in the opiate culture...isn't heroin the "rich man's cocaine?" From what I understand, heroin is a bunch more expensive, so wouldn't that make a case for this guy actually having a salary that more than supports the basic needs? Tellin him he's trash isn't gonna help him, it's just gonna make him get all defensive. Try and help someone out once in a while. The kids thing always works, if it doesn't, you don't have a soul. I hope this guy pulled/ will pull through.
it'll take a lot more than LSD to break the pleasure feedback loop of heavy addiction, LSD is not strong enough for that purpose. it'll take....ibogaine more effective than even rehab, makes methadone look like a joke.
psylence - you never left that path from 16-19 ... it's here and now - still happening - the plants and spirits are testing you - make good choices - remeber the truth - and stay in de world of love. hope you'll kick the H. man ... !!! ... you might not see it anymore - but that stuff is really bad man ... it might feel good but ... you know what we mean ... . much strength ... don't forget the plants!!
i dunno, but he's got the right idea... tabernanthe iboga is one such plant (tree, really). there's been much speculation that it might be the original "tree of life"
Look, I kicked this and yes, it IS hell. BUT I got me back without that icy lizard crawling in my soul.
who cares what hes on if it is anything, theres nothing wrong with being high if it gives you that mindset
ok ok well here it is when i was 15 i started smokeing and snorting heroine almost everyday and when i was 16 i started shooting it but i have to say it only stays in you r system for 4 days but if your shooting it alot it could stay up to a week or two but if you need any help quiting talk to me i know how it is ive been clean for almost 2 years.