Lately I feel like not doing anything It is such a bad cycle, that is so hard to break from. It is like I am ready for death to carry me away. anyone ever being is such a mood?
I think everyone has these once in a while. Things always turn around, though. Don't focus too much (or at all) on the death thoughts. They always get you nowhere. Just try to keep positive. Think of all the good things in your life. Think of people you love and who love you. And try to stay busy with work or a hobby or something. I find the more I am doing, the less time I have to get into these bad cycles.
i know how you feel..i can just stare at the ceiling or a wall for hours and not be bored. it's pretty depressing. i get this pretty often through, it comes and goes - there's not much you can do but wait for it to pass..see some friends maybe, that may help. listen to music, but music that's got life, if you know what i mean, it might get you "awake" but once you stop you get lethargic again, that's been my experience. well....just wait it out. hope it goes soon..good luck