I'm addicted...to???

im addicted to attempting to kill myself....ive tried many times and have not yet succeed...why i dont know....*looks up* why in fucks name would god want me to live? other than to love the one i love most.....i want to die so bad.....no worries no stress no family .......no problems...no answers to stupid questions...no pretending...no lying.......no hiding...no school....no drugs or drinks......no mistakes....

 

grow up.

don't be selfish, think about the people who love you.

 

If you are into drugs I strongly suggest you quit them. Drugs can and will make you want to kill yourself believe me. Find an outlet to keep your mind off suicide. Don't keep this to yourself, find help with someone you strongly trust. This is a serious problem and wont get better until you talk to someone about it.

 

you need to chill out and just think shit through. Your 14 and got a lot of years left and so many good things are gonna happen it would blow your mind. just push through whatevers fucking with your mind and live....

 

If ya tell anybody you wanna kill yourself, the man can lock ya up in a looney bin.
What's your address and real name, I'll call the nearest looney bin. Believe me there are a lot of cool people there

 

quit listening to EMO is the first step... next off listen to some real music about life/enjoyment...
then learn to love life, sex, drugs... and everything else

at least get something out of life... you're only 14
hit me up in 2 years \... i'll show you whats up...

 

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wow, im sure if it was only that easy for the OP.

 

Boy, if 14's that rough for you, wait til you meet the real world. My advice? Stop listening to your depressing music, bake some cookies, listen to some peppy songs, and...read a joke book. I don't know you, so I can't judge whether your life is really that horrible, but, man, if you're so into killing yourself, you really need to seek some therapy. There's a lot of reasons to live, you just gotta look for them.

 

people that are 14 can be seriously depressed..thats what i was trying to say.

 

you're the one who needs to grow up if you say grow up to someone who is suicidal

 

True

 

think of your friends, i had a friend kill himself last month and it really sucks

 

Haha, I LOVE you. Best reply I've read...ever, I think. And from a 14 year old! The kids on this forum are starting to really wear on me and change my mind about being smarter than everyone I'm older than. Judging by this reply alone, you are wise beyond your years. The kids on here are starting to make me actually look forward to the future.

 

I've noticed, when jester has posted, I usually don't need to. Every now and then I've gotta add something but for the most part he does a good job of being the asshole.

 

Get help

 

Should we punch him in the face for that?

 

if you really wanted to be dead, i strongly beleive you would have by now, judging by how many attempts you say youve had.

your still here for a reason, and i tihnk its because you WANT to think you want to die, but you really dont. if you really wanted to die, youd do it and not write about it on the internet. if you wanted to die, you wouldnt be seeking advice for help.

but since you ARE alive and seeking 'advice,' go see a counsolor or doctor and get things dealt with. and listening to music about dying probably isnt helping. put on some britney- she'll turn you into a happy slut!!!!

 

emos should be slapped senseless.

 

I dunno Britney would help much...her voice is kinda whiny and makes you wanna dig your brains out with a spoon.

 

Egads-don't do that! You might need them for something!