P-p-p-perrmafries!

I have quite a large acid permafry (it seems) - I'm basicaly on 3 hits of acid (hallucination-wise) all the time. I've noticed on many occasions that weed seems to intensify my sober visuals a lot everytime I get reeaally high, but it's very hard to notice. However, if I stay sober for an extended period of time (around 12 hours) it seems to increase. I tend to notice a "body high" similar to acid and my mind starts to physicaly seperate from my head, I can feel this unusual sensation of my brain exiting the back of my head and my mind just takes me on a trip. Basicaly it's like a flashback that doesn't go away at all and keeps getting more intense the longer I stay sober. Anything similar happening to anybody else out there?

 

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hahah damn yeah but im not on 3 hits visual wise...that must be crazy shit

youll end up diggin it hopefully

 

i dont know anything abot hppd but i have prolonged trips on really good acid... like lasting more than 36 hours.... but really really week visuals after about the first 14 hours.... so im able to drive and all of that stuff... lol.... ive driven after only 3 hours come to think... it was wierd but i made..... i dont recomand it tho...

 

yeah man especially if you arent getting your visuals much in the first 14 hours, what you're having is not good 'acid'.

 

Sounds more like PTSD (post-traumatic stress disorder) than HPPD (hallucinogenic perception persisting disorder) to me. I'd recommend visiting a psychiatrist if at all possible, and explaining in detail the order of psychedelics use and any possible symptoms (flashbacks, persistent visuals, dreams, etc.) to them (or us, if a psychiatrist isn't possible).

It sounds like what you're experiencing is more than likely due to traumatic events, rather than persisting hallucinations from the use of psychedelics.

"3 hits of acid" isn't a clear explanation of what you're experiencing; being more in-depth on exactly what hallucinations are involved would help alot.

 

I never mentioned one thing about trippin for an hour with Salvia, I said the "high" lasts an hour and even longer if you lace a blunt with a dose or two.

I don't think you know what you're talking about, it's not that hard. I don't drive, I never could (I focus in and think too much to drive), I can't walk straight necissarily, writing isn't hard, I know people who can't read (the letters and words just kind of melt and drip off the page) and it's very hard for me to read myself. Shit bounces around and dances a lot. But writing isn't very hard at all.

What do you mean by running visuals? Constant movement? 3 hits to me is constant movement in every object, it's just much more subtle than when you're actually on acid.

 

My acid trips used to last 20-30 hours.

 

I've been to many psychiatrist's. I never have any problems - except anger. I've had many "traumatizing" experiences with drugs.

Basicaly it's constant movement in everything except it's much more subtle.

 

It sounds like what you're experiencing is PTSD, not HPPD.

BTW, earlyxsunsets is one of the most experienced people on this forum. One would be wise to heed his advice and not attempt to make a fool of him.

By consistent visuals, do you mean distortions? Does the image of yourself in the mirror distort in any way? Do objects constantly converge and divide?

Or...are your hallucinations more subliminal? Do you experience "shadow" versions of yourself/former self? Are these hallucinations humanoid or shapeless?

 

*BTW, earlyxsunsets is one of the most experienced people on this forum. One would be wise to heed his advice and not attempt to make a fool of him. *

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but anyways gopher with 20 hour or more trip you really have to question what you took, unless you take it often and effects keep gettin longer and were more of a normal duration before

 

damn, sunsets is gonna be mad when he sees that! hahahahahahaha

 

I wasn't trying to offend or make a fool of him, I was simply stating that it is my permafry and not his and considering he can't get in my head then he really doesn't know what he's talking about. So how does he know whether that's a lie? He doesn't, which I suppose is why he stated that and which is why I corrected him.

HEAR THAT SUNSETS!! I wasn't trying to make you look dumb, don't take it the wrong way.

 

Like, expanding and contracting in everything (My body/perception changes from being really tall to really small (like 10 feet to 2 feet)). Breathing, bleeding.

I checked out that HPPDONLINE.COM site and under the symptoms list I notice everything they say except the first one isn't as noticable as the rest of them.

For example, I was smoking a blunt the other day, hotboxing a friend of mines car and we were out front of someones house. I kept watching the corner of the roof flickering around, dancing like jell-o. Whilst that was taking place the cars parked in the driveway across the street would slowly shift back and forth as if they were coming at me then moving away then coming at me all while they are breathing. The ground is constantly moving downwards as if it's sand and there is an endless void with a hole underneath it all and it's emptying out. In the night sky I see a slight overtone of "incomprehensible" (dreamlike colours) colours swirling about with the "white sheet" of spider legs/webs moving around (which appears over everything). I can manipulate these spider legs most of the time at night but during the day it's all random images that pop around inside it. Things contort unnaturaly and shift back to a normal state when I concentrate long enough.

Everything is always in a constant flow or distortion. Most everything is moving (walls, ceiling, floor = always. Objects seem to shift around more "wholely" than their surfaces having movement).

My periphreals are fucked and I always notice shit there. If I'm walking down the street by myself at night I can get paranoid and start seeing the movement from objects and shadows in the corner of my eye as people or creatures running and floating around.

I am almost always somewhat dissoriented and the dissasociation becomes a lot worse during flashbacks. To the point at which I'll be talking and my words stop making any sense and nothing anyone says makes sense, it all just turns into "underwater bubbles" making glug, blub noises. I sometimes visualize the speak coming from someones mouth.

 

I was saying that for Grapefruity lol

 

Well what I mean by used to is back when I first started doing acid last summer, I had 40 hits, sold 5, gave 4 to my friend and the rest dissapeard over a period of 9 days. I was on acid for basicaly two weeks but the second time I did it (which I didn't do any the next day) I took two hits and I felt the acid for a good 24 hours and was still seeing shit, but then it started to taper off to an unnoticable point.

 

ive been lookin thru patterns for nigh on 10 years now..

 

I cant even drive anymore because of the molecules smashing into my windshield all the time

 

its not like that,, just the patterns,, seems they become more intense with a head cold or tooth ache tho..

im not like trippin or nothin,, just have a perma pattern thing goin..

 

Doesn't everybody?

 

Taking a shit or piss will bring on a flashback for me.