Distortion

We have the concept of Good and Evil. Striaght Out of this comes Black & White reasoning. However, when you start to see how subjective reality is you start to veiw it as realitive. But then Good and Evil don't exist, because they are purly subjective. Then there are no standards.

So what do we do?
This:

Good and Evil are "spins" or Distortions of the ture reality of Balance. This balance is objective. There can not be good without Evil. The can't be evil without Good. Each of them are inside each other. No action is purley Evil, no action is Purley good. There is only wholeness,balance. This balance, when you find it, seems to be what most would call, the real good. Balance brings no harm, but only a moderate joy. This is why everything in Moderation is good.

 

in seeking balance , i will sometimes embrace evil
and be not actively against it . sometimes evil can
be nothingness , of oblivion .

existence , then , is good .

 

no, balance is existance, there is no nothing.

 

I've gone through so much in my head using our paterns in nature to derive the last chapter of what I believe as Good and Evil.

I have many chapters of life memorized in my head, my friends sometimes see me as a spiritual doctor for some things that I do for them. I've flirted with suicide, defeated whatever being tried to bring me there, I've had Mind opening experiences with drugs to set that question off. Amazingly enough, I have gone through enough to drive someone insane, I should have seen a doctor a long time ago, but I think I have finally treated myself really well, I've been recovering for about 8 months now.

I wasn't an erratic insecure sketchbag as you may envision, in fact I fought so hard to stay inside this reality, and I think I did a good job of it too, because all of these chapters of life were written as I experienced the revelations, while still being socially active with friends, physically and mentally aware of the world around me.

I've always just been a normal guy, I'm no pervert, child molester, or any kind of criminal, in fact you wouldn't be able to tell a difference between me and my less psyhologically analytic friends, because I believe life should be lived as life, the moment is not to be questioned at the time it occurs, react to it. Form your basic instincts to that moment.

For those who come closer every night to calculating life, realize I was, and in some senses still am having the same roller coaster ride as you, there is a way, not out, but with that impressive yet terrifyingly analytic state of mind.

On the topic of Good and Evil....

The only reason you see is because there's a disturbance in light (radiation), the only reason you hear is because there's a disturbance in the air (vibration), life itself is integrated into us with Sinusoidal function, up and down, true or false, 1 or 0, 1 or -1.

Take a look at the yin-yang, notice a similar patern to a wave?

The evil is what will come to use through the shadows and wavelengths closer to the dark to shed "light" on the situation of disturbance. The good is what comes from the light and wavelengths closer to white. One will be chosen to view the situation of disturbance, and when we say observe, we have observed life through a circle our entire life.

Look at the yin-yang again, take the trough and superposition it on the crest, you get a balance, and you are brought into this life to observe a situation and find the point at which it must be balanced. This circle of life we view it through sometimes drives us to calculating the meaning of life. But to truly calculate a circle we need a value, Pi, which even scientists have not been able to establish a finite value.

If you were to balance the crest and trough, you would get a straight line from end to end, and each of those ends can be represented by the inverse location of our Evil and Good. (Meaning, the point where good lies is in between point A and B of the line on the circle on one side, and Evil lies opposite. Or in mathematic terms, Point A and B are each 1 and -1 on the unit circle tied in with the X axis, and Good and Evil are 1 and -1 on the Y axis.

By derivation, we find out that Sin is the Situation of Life, and Cosin is the Situation of Judgement. Cosin deals with one axis and Sin deals with the other

For a quick off topic fact, look at a spiral, when viewed from one end it appears infinite and circular, when viewed from the side, it becomes a sin wave.

With a sin wave there is never an end, it's boundaries are infinite. Perhaps that suggests we life in eternity? It is just where we are placed on the sin wave.

Back on topic, it is how we react with cosine, affected by a coefficient, varying on how extreme our good and evil lie within us, that affects the situation of life in achieving balance, or at least in calculus terms, the change of change to achieve a balance.

So to calculate this 'holy' circle, we could just use a mathematical equation, Life = Pi*D, depending on the wavelength of the situation encountered (sin) and the interference of the judgement (cos), we would arrive with a value for D, and self assumed value of Pi, 3.14....5........9....Oh wait, there's more digits in Pi than we have been able to discover...This has been going on for years, the secret to the true circle has been enshrined by the value of Pi, because we have never been able to give a finite value to pi, it keeps going and going.

Perhaps the more you calculate life, the closer you get to calculating life.

But if life is truly unpredictable and it is everything, life must be infinite in nature. Afterall, there are infinite tangeants on a curve, and a circle covers every angle. To calculate Pi to find the answer to life, would drive us into madness, an infinite sum, and which point we calculate it we may just...Go into infinity, which might be represented as...Death?

There's one more ratio we haven't covered. Tan (der: Tangeant)

Notice how when you are awake, you never really remember the exact moment you returned from your dream state to reality? Of course there was the lasting impression that you were swimming in beer with many beautiful women smokin fat J's to lying in bed gnawing on gum you forgot to spit out when you fell asleep, looking at your clock that says 8:40. Most of us would say we woke up at 8:40, but when did you really cross the line? Kinda funny, you never know the point where you fell asleep either. We're talking about the concious transition between this state of dreamwork and reality.

Try drawing out a tan( x ) graph, or even a 1/x, they are similar in nature, as far as asymptotes are concerned. An asymptote is just a line which the function will never touch, or will only touch at infinity.

Derivatively by literation, we can say you never know when the line crossed the asymptote, because it had to touch an undefined point.

I could talk about the acceleration of time you must go through in order to get to that point of infinity, but that's a bit too into the rabbit hole.

Falling asleep and waking up is much like a Tan ( x ) graph, our Situation of Life (Sin) is experienced while we are still drawing a line on the graph, judged and reacted to by the Situation of Judgement (Cosin), end to end keeping us alive in this Situation of reality (Tan).

It is only the circle which these three Situation functions are akin to, thus making the circle so holy and unsolvable in nature.

Our God and Satan is just whatever you'd like it to be, whoever you'd like to call the person, object, thing, causing this disruption and choosing one of infinite ways to view the situation.

In the end, today is the day we prepared for yesterday to travel through that asymptote, to reach infinity and return if we are so lucky.

Maybe that forshadows through life, the circle is infinite in nature, when put to it's side it represents a Sin wave which also has an infinite end to end limit, when we divide our Sin and Cos, we get the value for Tan, and through all this, from the beginning we came from infinity, and when we die, we will return.

Perhaps Death is the Same as birth, only in the other direction. People say their life flashed before their eyes when they get close to death, perhaps because time is being bent in order for that persons conciousness to approach the infinity of death or the "dream world", which could just be a superconcious state.

Look at a 1/X graph for me, and see the beauty in dying, and for some, the beauty in returning.

We are eternity, we are one, dimensions like distance and time are all relative because they must be morphed in order for you to get to the state of whatever heaven or hell you made your life.

Remember, The Situation of life is offset by the Situation of Judgement, and by the end of it, our Situation of Judgement will carry us to infinity, a heaven or hell defined by the distortion from 'life'.

Situation of Life is our body. Situation of judgement is our mind. Situation of reality is the reactive link between the two. Our circle we observe from is the conciousness, and it's what helps us keep that circle that can be called God, and what wants to take it away with temptation Satan.

God and Satan are the Infinities. -1 is an evil, and if we use -1 to react to a situation of life, we will only approach the ultimate of evil, the infinite evil. Vice versa, if we use 1 to react to the situation of life, we will obtain a balance but lean on the other side of the circle to help us approach the ultimate of good, the infinite good.

Yes or no, 0 or 1, true or false, Heaven or Hell?

Personally, I believe we are all one conciousness experiencing different parts of the sensational world with multiple bodies, therefore "we" are God.

My last statement is something I just chose to approach as my God. Believe what you will and only use my model to enhance or enlighten yours.

Good night.

 

Excuse some of the stupid typos like Us and Use (Shitty keyboard ATM)

 

I once had an idea that went like this: that we only went to extreams, that we ether pure good and pure evil. Today I don't think that. Are you suggesting that the way to god is through going to the extream good?

You use math alot. I don't like math.

 

It's more irony than anything in the example using math. You can call the equations whatever you wish, I was just giving a personal expression with a metaphoric base for everyone to interpret. What's ironic is the fact that the mathematics of the undefined help us understand a bit more about our universe as far as conciousness beyond "reality" is concerned, when math is ment to stay in these dimensions.

I'm not saying mathematics dictates our lives, it's just a means of expression.


As far as extremes of intentional evil and good are concerned, that is false. I didn't suggest that you should follow the extremes of your good OR evil, the only extreme is the point you fall into a heaven/afterlife, which may reflect your lifetime beliefs and tie into all the memories of good times or bad times. If not, well that's why this forum exists, to discuss

 

i've never known so many people to have mice in their pockets

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There is neither.