im sick of constantly feeling shit, tired lathargic, out of it, haveing a mindfuck with things. weed for me has become boring, drugs become to make life feel like a dream. everything becomes an effort and you whant to ditch your body to explore the existence in your head. maybe its just me, but i think there comes a time for everyone when they just want to stop. Maybe time out for a while will help? i want my mind back im sure alot of users feel this way, thats why im asking what yous think.
yeah i know what you mean. no fun. take a break. you don't HAVE TO do drugs... sobriety can be neato...
i see what youre saying.. but i like it better this way. sobriety is functional and conventional, but looking back, life without drugs was so bland. sober mind was not developed for a meaningful existance beyond that which is needed for survival in a relatively primitive world. there was nothing about the 'old me' or my original mind that i would want to hold on to. the growth and change and continual new experience has given my whole life new meaning and there aint no turnin back. dont think that totally sober life doesnt have its struggles. its just called growing up. of course if you keep drinking alchohol then all youd really be escaping is the need to put conscious effort into integrating thoughts and feelings. sobriety is marked with barriers. but the rivers that are directed by these barriers flow so efficiently that usually it seems that there may as well have been no other way. it depends if you care about where the water is running or if you just want the rivers to run until you die. i hope that made sense
There's nothing wrong with life without drugs. And there's nothing wrong with doing them once in a long while (like going to the amusement park - fun once a year but you dont' want to be there all the time). Popper, if you're tired of 'em, get off the merry go round. You'll feel better if you have a break.
I agree with grandbaby. You should never do drugs too much, but don't lost contact with your mind. If you trip too much you won't learn anything, and you won't have time to learn what's outside your mind. Balance and moderation are everything. Personally, I think alcohol is a negative drug. It doesn't let you explore your mind, it just numbs it to the point where you're just stupid. The only reason I use alcohol is for stress relief. Just a shot or too, and feeling chilled... much better than bieng stressed, that's for sure.
alchohol has good points too, it allows you to talk to people about things you normally might not even want to talk about, and learn things. that doesnt make it always good, or even mostly good, nor does it mean that you should have it all the time. but to remove it from your life? this thread is about not taking drugs, not, taking drugs less often. otherwise it would be 'sick of taking so many drugs'. of course, some people cant take it slow and have an all or nothing mentality but thats something that can be changed for the better in all aspects of life
wise answers - thanks. i guess i asked the question i already new the answer too. im gonna stop everything for at least 2 months. living a dream is no fun, having to re-think a sentence over 5 times to understand what your thinking isnt fun, but no one can make you stop using drugs unless you whant to stop yourself. drugs were fun, i shall return when they are fun again. (in moderation too)
Yeah, perfect. StonerBill, this thread was about "time out for a while." Nothing wrong with that. And you know, if someone wants to quit altogether? No worries. Drugs aren't mandatory for enjoyment of life, you know. (although there's no doubt they help ... in moderation....)
hey peter, I know what you mean; perhaps try some nootropics (vitamin supplements), to boost your n-transmitters, with some fruit smoothies. I guarantee you, you'll feel much better. tyrosine + choline with some OJ in the morning, 5-htp with milk at night. can't go wrong with that B-complex is also good to get your mental edge back, and its also a great antioxidant. I'm one of the old school rave babies who learned of "the smart bar" early enough to prevent becoming jaded, before Red Bull even hit the market. nootropic juices you can make for yourself are far more beneficial than energy drinks.
shit man i totally forgot about your schizoid condition ala coffee alergy. dont you think its pretty significant as to why youve felt such consistently drudging sense of disorientation in your conscious experience?
Only drug I ever get sick of is coke. Everything, I could never think they suck, especially my poppy tea, beer, and weed.
yeah, maybe.... But marijuana. hehe I cant see my self ever getting sick marijuana. Although... when I get high 3+ times a day, my body starts to not like it so much. =\
yeah Bill, if i have even the smallest amount of caffeine (one or 2 cokes) ill feel lost, depressed and majorly tripped out for about 2-3 weeks, as it takes that long for me to metabolise caffeine. if i have a few teaspoons of coffee, i become psychotic. im just starting to understand what happened the last 8 months or so of my life.during the 'cross-over' period to becoming allergic to caffeine, i was having majorly weird delusional trips when i smoked pot, and had Major psychosis from doing methamphetamine, but i think maybe having insane amounts of caffeine with methamphetamine is/or could contribute to why i am allergic to the shit. i read somwhere.i suggest you try the mix though, its really good, and saposably will give anybody major psychosis (theres just somthing about the mix).- i think...
damn eh, if i dont have a few teaspoons i can totally fail to function if ive not had extra sleep ive taken heaps of caffeine and it didnt seem to be the think id do if i had speed lol mixing it would just make my heart fuckup, i could imagine? though its obviously not something ill never try
