enlightenment man... beauty... reality is no longer what it used to be... everything is so naive, everything is so indifferent... you are indifferent about reality... you know reality is something so childish and yet bizare. You see things differently, you are blown away by simple things, simple emotions.... meditation would be a great idea man.
Yeah, that's about it, everyone is telling me how I was crazy/stoned/fucked that night. Reality is nice, I don't hate it, I like it, I don't need to escape it. But I'm an explorer, I wanna see from this and that angle/perspective. I'm lovin' it now. Character has changed too, but that's still to discover. Hah I remember singing "The End"..all of it...friends telling me to be quiet. And no, beer was clean, drank my own one and a half 1.18L bottle that we bought, that just got me going, could control myself pretty well. The green got me going. And to say that I was hesitating that night about drinking and smoking.
Any partying without wide-spread social revelations, deep-seated psychological insight, or of course just getting your rocks off is just wasted beer.
ya atleast youre handling it very well there Kam... one of my shroom-induced revelations led to worst confusion about reality and led to depression and psychosis.