so... when you shroom what kinda stuff do you paranoy about during the peak or whenever it is you paranoy? Me: I will often get paranoid when I look at my watch, seeing time is really going fucked. just a detail : everytime i look at my watch, my watch is fuckin huge. like the distance between the glass and the plastic inside with the numbers is like 10cm wide. ( i dont have a electronic watch ) When Ill touch my arms or my legs or my hair, Itll always feel weird and I'll be like "did i touch myself?"... also when im sitting down on a couch. man ill always feel like im being absorbed and my extremeties (hands, feet) are super far away from my mind which is falling down in the couch. I will get paranoid wondering "what if i pooped in my pants or something without noticing ?" (just during the peak though, and high doses) Piece of advice: go to the washrooms before peaking lol Oh and the coolest thing, ill get paranoid about what i talk about... example: It's 4:30, im with a friend talking about a movie or something, I start saying something like "yea... thats funny", and then now its 6:30, 2 hours have passed, and ill finish the sentence i started 2 hours ago... haha, and theyll be like "wtf you walking about". then ill get paranoid over time and my speaking. There is lots more stuff, introspective details, discoveries of the universe, thought patterns. but those are just too complicated to talk about. share your paranoia here!
somtimes if im hanging around people i dont know for too long i get teh social parania...one time i had these auditory hallucinations where i could hear the thoughts of those around me basically talking down too me, that was a bit uncomfortable. one time on mushrooms i was completely convinced that i was spontaniously combusting, as i could smell somthing burning but couldnt find the source. lol
yah its pretty much social paranoia for me. Even real close friends sometimes I get really worries thinkin they got me wrong on something...sometimes its crazy when youtry to talk and you are still in the part where things can have like 1000 meanings good or bad. IOtherwise I prety much only paranoi about intensity sometimes. Get the impression i really took a larger dose than usual and kinda have my mind on this for a the first hour
I don't get drug paranoia much at all but I'm quite strong minded. Usually I just try to enjoy the (for me always strong) visuals and relax a bit. I think I only once had something weird during the peak, basically I forgot who I was, thought I had merged with the ground, did not know what day or night were nor did I know what my life consisted of. That was on too much hawaiian shrooms... and it was fucking cool. I maen i actually liked it. I never had bad paranoia or anything.
I get the whole im alone forever paranoia, I feel like... alone inside, no matter how many friends im with. That causes a paranoia of sorts. I also have the whole "have i pissed myself?" paranoia every time on shrooms. Last trip it was really bad, lasted 3 hours, I got so nervous I vomited from the jitters. Hate that though, everything feels wet, and combined with the numbness of certain areas the only logical answer to the everything feeling wet is you must have pissed yourself, even if you havent.
Yeah I noticed last time I got the social paranoia.. Like did I say something stupid? Maybe I shouldn't speak at all, kinda thing. And yeah the time totally boggles my mind.. I guess it doesn't really make me too paranoid though.. And sometimes I like realize we don't really know anyone at all and that kinda fucks my mind a bit. I dunno stuff like that. And yeah I've been paranoid about pissing myself too haha. I also get paranoid that I won't remember the experience cuz that makes me sad.. Like I'm afraid I'll stay fried forever haha.
why do I find that girl with the red hair so sexy.the paranoia of feeling like your'e totally alone is quite an intersting one.Once you take that feeling on board instead of fighting it,suddenly everyone seems so much closer.cos everyone feels like that if they would admit it.But thats why we try and share stuff,dance in clubs n type stuff.We;re quite sexy really.Sorry I'm in one those moods where every one seems sexy.
i sometimes get paranoid about not being able to control my paranoia, which ends up being a pretty easy cycle to overcome, but ive not had psychedelic paranoia yet
