just spoke to jaz my eyes are smiling my back aches from the chair my nose is running its annoying actually i have a strange sensation in my left foot my hair is tickling my back its got quite long now my brothers talking to me online as well as some random french guy he doesnt understand what im saying which isnt alot my belly is full of veggie burger ran from the barbeque half an hour ago shoulder is itchy from sunburn im tying my hair up and scratching my elbow its an itchy day my face feels tight from tears the silence is really thick my msn just signed itself out i dont have any lights on the monitor is very bright kevin has just come online i smile briefly im playing with the ring jaz gave me its currently turquoise i miss jaz's voice now feel content that he is happy and safe pining for him to come home my back is so itchy maybe im peeling im thinking i should proably go back to the bbq feeling a bit rude going to start packing up my house tonight the windows in here are so ugly the plastic window panes look like jelly diamonds my brother is worrying me not in a panicky way more sad i want to hug him i want to change his life i have to clear my desk tomorrow leaving the office so strange leaving the hateful photocopier kevin is ignoring me or maybe is doesnt understand my english ah haah he speaks do i want to become his penfriend now theres a word i havent heard in a decade that is so joyous i am now smiling inanely at my computer screen the image is blurring and distorting everything is pixellated my back still aches he wants me to write in french oh my goodness dont think that will be happening mr im thinking i should really leave now wondering what impression i have made on the delegates probably a bit of a muppet write next week ok? ok ok ok oh my my oh my oh my over xxxxxx
sorry i was just bored coz noone was online.. yup that is me...me n flo were tryin to do sum gwen stefani photos...itll never happen tho...rags man..gwen is so beautiful
