This is so freakin... bizarre and wonderful :D and um, bizarre....

ive been off of my birth control pills for almost two months- quit all my bad habits (havent even smoked a cig. for long enough that i know ill never smoke again)-

dan is actually excited about having a baby now too... for a while it was just me and that was really annoying but now he's looking forward to it.

the next window is in about 8 days and i swear... during the best two-three days that's all im gonna do. this month feels like the lucky month.

its weird cause i can be driving down the street and think about this and nothing makes me happier. nothing has really ever.

ive wanted to have a baby for sooo long... since i was like seventeen but it was never right for one reason or another and now everything is right and i am truly soooo happy and excited.

imagine... me... a mommy. ehehehe

 

and the reason i want this so much is.... wtf i dont wanna be old when my kids are ten. that's ridiculous.

 

my mom didn't have me till she was 30 and i don't think she's that old... but that's cool nonetheless! my cousin went into labour this morning at 11 so yeah, it's baby time! i'm glad dan's feeling happy about it now too..

 

I like kids, but babies are so weird, they just lay around and cry, puke, and poop.

But, damn they're so cute when they do it!

 

psyche... your cousin was 11 or 11 am? hahaha not sure

no i mean 30 isnt old to have a child- im just emotional and kinda dramatic about it... i just wanna be able to do lots of things with my kids and not have them in my house when im seventy years old. hahaha.

anyways thanks

yah annie... babies are freakin weird. when ever i first have a baby ill be scared to death ill break him or her. but er yeah

 

oh and the age thing... as i want three or four kids (hehe... dan is agreeing on two but i have time, LOL).... i just figure if im 28 when i have my first... and i have two years in between- i would get to be old by number three or four. gotta think ahead.

 

your biological clock must be ticking

 

hah... it has been and its making me cranky.

 

hmm well happy to suddenly hear you are going to have some kids....

 

mmmmmmmmm I am very happy for you. I've had the baby bug for the past year but know I am way too selfish to have kids for quite awhile but I love babies...a lot especially when they start teething and look all goofy with their one or two teeth.
I'm happy for you, really happy

 

a year ago i was way too selfish to have kids but... alas, things change.
and thanks both.

 

so your having a kid now?

 

im not pregnant if thats what you mean but i stopped taking my pills and im gonna try like hell to GET pregant asap.

 

oh, appreciate the news, but I thought we had something going here..i was imagining farm with windmill, couple of kids to beat on

 

the trying part should be really fun...I just took my first bc pill today in years it felt odd the little color coded pills hah the packs are just very comical looking

 

hm gary... now im lost. farm, windmill..hmmm- *nods and agrees*

lyns... doesnt take much to amuze you, does it?

 

hah no you should see me in person I laugh at everything...but the pack is so freaking girly looking...it's like why not just throw them in a bottle like every other pill. It's almost embarassing like buying maxi pads or something...and my pharamcist knows I have sex now ): hahaaaaa

 

I simply meant we would meet. immediately have several children, and somehow acquire a farm where our children woul annoy us, and we would slap them

 

my pharmacist knows worse things about me then that. ahahaha

 

oh! that sounds like fun... well i can have multiple baby daddys... that's okay