fuckign hell!! mother of all acid trips

OK so on friday me and three friends each ate 3 hits of acid. (unfresh hoffmans. maybe around the 100-120 mark). WOW! what can i say it was one of the most profound experiences of my life. It has helped fine tune my ideas about life, that i had begun developing previously in other trips.

It helped us realise just how much bullshit the system is full of. It transforms people into little more than economic robots generating wealth for the ruling classes. How ridiculous is it that people spend their entire lives chasing after wealth just to spend it on things that they don't really need? Fair enough if you have a part-time job or something , I mean everyone needs to eat but people need to realise that life is for LIVING. Live first and get enough money to get by around the edges. Don't become a worker and spend your whole life struggling to find free time. Or your gonna wake-up one day and think shit I've wasted my life and what do i have to show for it? work from mon-fri 9-5? a big house? a fast car? what a load of crap none of that shit makes you happy. Fuck that I'm not gonna be a worker bee.

You know why you get 2 days off a week? Cos the system has recognised that that is efficient. It provides a vent for dissatisfaction so that people are less likely to revolt against the ruling class, and it also gives you time to recouperate just enough so that you can go back to getting your body and spirit battered into submission in employment for the next week. It makes you more productive. University/college is the same thing. By allowing people a little leeway in their wildest years when they want to declare in unity this is our world and this is who we are, they sap away at your spirit until you are safe to be released back into soceity.

School, what is school? It's a sham. It doesn't teach you fuck all, except how to have discipline and fall in line. How to shut up in the face of authority and to do as your told. It is effectively little more than a factory for making drone workers. How they brainwash you from your formative years. It is fucking wrong, and disgusting. How they presurise you to meet their standards of success and how they try and lie to you and to say that your life will be empty if you don't live the life they set out for you. How they want you to just get good grades then get a full time job working to make someone else rich. The reality is to the contrary. Your life will be empty if you fall for their deceit.

2 week vacation out of 52 weeks? what a load of drone like crap. I'm gonna fucking move and live in loads of countries for years and travel. Brasil Russia Japan I'm gonna get to know the fucking world and push my boundaries as far as possible.

woah, it's nice to get that off of my chest. If i've persuaded one person to look at lief differently then it was worth it.

 

cool

 

360 mics is a very intense experience. you were probably tripping in under 10 minutes and peaking for at least 12 hours. awesome!

 

Yeah man, I'm glad you had a good time and you were able to figure everything out. School is just something created to further society. Fuck that shit.

 

schooling does some good things, fyi...

 

school ( i mean college, high school is something to waste our time) is good for people with indepent minds, the people who make their own i deas, but want to learn more about the world. i want to be a macro-psycology magor and thats not something you can just correctly teach your self so i go to school for it. but yah man you got the right idea people need to take over their own lives and make it worth living. I like to think at the end of a day if it would be worth watching in a movie, that way i know that im being something to remember. and people say drugs like acid kill brain cells, fuck it just make us smarter and more free thinking and indepent and unified. Lol maybe thats why the gov. makes it illegal, it make us a threat to them.... well fuck that. acid is here to stay.

 

I'm not trying to be an ass but what the fuck else is there to do, especially if you don't have friends who are fellow trippers who also understand the bullshit of society; it makes and made me a fuck'n loner all the way around, there's so few people tripp'n now days it's like it puts me on this little island by myself. I'd really love to join a psychedelic commune or get on a sail boat with fellow trippers and sail around the world, or hitchhike around the country with like I said "fellow tripper" but what good is anything if you constantly do it by yourself yk. I mean yes, I'm indepentent and everything, but what the fuck after that ego trip of indepence is over with, I've yet to even meet a girl who's a little attractive who trip's. Love and friendship are still important, no one can tell me they're not. Does it make any of you feel that way at all? Like you're on an island by yourself. What then?

 

hey man im glad to hear you had a great profound trip

 

You just gotta deal with it, sucks. You can find people who accept your weirdness and don't like look down on you or anything... believe me, my friends are nothing at all like me, I have maybe one or two buddies who see things somewhat like I do. But my friends are real friends so they're not like wow thta fuckin weird ass acid freak who is always listening to jerry garcia is a faggot, fuck him lol. But I think they're fuckin weirdos; smashing the shit out of each other in mosh pits and whatnot, you can still connect with people who aren't exactly the same as you... but finding a woman to be your companion, is without a doubt the shittiest part... cause then you need to have a bunch in common definitely.


...all this acid talk is kind of cliche. yes college is another capitalist scam, yes people should not throw away their lives to be slaves to the rich, shit's been going on forever though.. so the question is, what are you going to do about it? nothing. you're going to eventually forget about all that acid and assimilate. you're going to wake up everyday and race for that slice of cheese.

 

Thats a pretty deep trip you had. I would of enjoyed tripping off that information. But theirs always a flipside to everything and I see your view clearly. Yet theirs the other view, which also has its positives/negatives. Good story though, happy trippin.

 

Yeah acid will do that.. I remember the last time I tripped on acid, me and two other people had a similar conversation and revelations. Its just amazing that people work for their lives and don't get enough pleasure.. Work is not life. And yeah, I feel bad for people who can't have their minds travel those thoughts and their bodies feel that pleasure..

 

yeh you know what i have got the shits with? all this angst. no one is forced to do anything. stop dissing the choices offered to you and forge your own ones. if you dont like school, then dont go. the consequences suck? so what? if we could control our consequences then what would life be about? cmon, what would LIVING really be?

stop fighting the system, stop being the system, start using the system

 

As you go through your busy days, getting your many home-works done, making money to pay the rent/meals/extras, having college fun, and striving for the physical pleasure your body constantly demands; do you ever just STOP and question yourself “What the hell is all this shit?!! How did I ever get into this lifestyle? Is this really who I am, or just a result of the experiences (good and bad) that I’ve gone through in my short life? Am I really here to be trained into a worker, breed more workforce and then die? Is the purpose of my life to be a slave of the unbalanced system, so I can obtain all those material objects I’ve been convinced to ‘need’? ” If you’re answer is YES, realize that you are in a deep illusionary sleep, and your existence is empty.

I’m not saying that working or raising families is necessarily bad. Many will find they’re true happiness in a job that they enjoy, or in raising a new human with love, but NOT everybody. Know that if you’re doing the family deal, you’re expected to get a solid job to support the kids, meaning your life will be dedicated to making money. The main problem arises when people never stop to question if that’s what they really want. Maybe they have another role to play, but the mass conditioning is so strong that they give up their existence to be transformed into another mindless robot. Your soul cries for the answers to all of these questions and you owe it to yourself to search for them.

The first step in this search is to just stop and observe at those subtle methods of control in your life (T.V., politicians, friends and family that been fooled themselves, closed minded teachers, etc.). Try to hear a new perspective, found in good books, movies and conversations from awakened ones. But I would say that just leaving behind everything “normal”, for a trip, would be the best way of looking at a different version of reality. By traveling I’m not referring to a cruise, Disneyland or a “gringo” vacation at a tourist resort. I'm talking about getting down with the locals of a developing country, like the “North-South” Program students just did in Nicaragua. After that you wont be the same, for the better.

The same Purpose question can be made to the planet. Have you ever stopped to question: “What is the purpose of the Human race? Are we really just intelligent animals, here to reproduce extremely, fight each other over the plentiful resources, become slaves to our own desires, wipe out our resources and auto-destroy ourselves? A handful of greedy corps control the millions who suffer at the rat races 40 hours/week, while the majority can’t even feed themselves. All meanwhile the nature that created us is crushed so we can build more and more dead crap. This world is absolutely crazy and nobody seems to be working for the evolutionary change that we need so bad.

Our nation’s leaders are huge whacks that don’t mind sacrificing the valuable lives of they’re people to keep the power struggle going. Is it worth it? The world belongs to all of us, past the invention of “property”, so why can’t we just share? Most of us don’t even realize this since we live in the archaic “survival of the fittest” mentality. The purpose of our great race is not being fulfilled. All we are doing is turning our reality more and more into a living hell, the opposite of our mission. Instead of searching for eternity, we’re holding on to Time.

I believe that we are here to evolve spiritually (beyond the confusion and division of Religions). When this evolution is achieved, humans will live in Love, instead of Fear. We will drop the visual differences and see each others as equal parts of a whole. We will be able to share the worlds resources without irresponsible exaggerations. Once everybody is satisfied at the physical level, we can help each other reach enlightenment and become the Gods that we are inside. Earth will be Heaven instead of Hell and we’ll reach our destiny. Though it now sounds like an unachievable fairy tale, it’s totally possible, and it starts with you.

 

mindless drones have just as much of a soul and existance than anyone else, in my oppinion. thinking, searching individuals are the anomolies. most people who consider themselves thinkers of searchers unfortunately are merely followers and drones of an alternative path. but there are many among us who do think and search and have an identity, these people have to forge their own happiness but put up with their own problems as well. if these people further human enlightenment on the whole, then this is a good thing. if they do not, then in the end, they are no different to the cogs in the system, as far as having a meaningful existance is concern, imo. unless you can turn the cogs, then you may as well be a cog. but anyone can turn the cogs if they believe and try hard enough to the possibility

 

hell this is life.. plus what do we work for any way? to afford drugs cause thats what makes us happy.. fast cars make some people happy.. big houses make some people happy.. and like bill said you dont have to get a job, but unless youve won the lottery, you become a homeless bum who still lives their life for nothing
w/o working none of us could pay for the computers we are typing with

 

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the first step is realization, second step is research.
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Ya I got this whole revelation on shrooms, like the first time I did it. But I also got that some people actually try to pass on their knowledge thinking its useful to you. But thats where schooling gets it wrong, they don't let kids go where they want, they mold them into what they want.
My guidance counselor drags me down once a month and says, "so figured out what you want to do yet?" and every single time I say "I dont want to do anything, I cant stand the thought of working every day to fill a box full of shit, and collect pieces of paper that have a value to us somehow" and he goes "well thats what I do" and I say "ya but you've wasted your life, you're a 33 year old guidance counselor who teachs some business on the side and plays hockey on wednesdays, congratulations for being an unknowing slave"
He usually sits there and thinks for like 5 mins and says I see your point.
But 1 month later IM BACK DOWN THERE!
Anyway ya I've been thinking of just like country hopping, or heading to the woods and building a cabin, and just living.
I'm also keeping my eyes open for a way to screw society out of a lot of money, and just coast off it.

 

read "steal this book" by abbie hoffman... most of his ideas our either outragous or outdated, but itll still give u a few good ideas

 

SAme shit always happens to me with my school counselor i plan i doing the smae shit i couldnt stand working the rest of my life im setting out on a long backpack adventure sometime in july probably wait until after 10,000 lakes or shit i might backpack there...