freaking out. cant think of a more catchy title.

Okay, this might sound lame or bullshit, but me no care, because it true!


anyways, have you ever like, sort of freaked out, just by shmokin'?
i mean shit, my tolerance is way higher than it used to be, but, a while back, when i still fairly new to the wonderful world of marijuana, this used to happen to me sometimes. like, i was bored, at home, so i smoked from my first little pipe i ever got. i then decided to take a nice, relaxing, warm bath, dark with only candles. the water felt good as i slided in. it was quiet, i was no mood for music. the candles made my small ass bathroom take on a eerie reddish glow. i was spacing out on every little thing i noticed, when i lost it. i looked down at my body, and i couldnt even see straight. i swear to God, it looked like i had three boobs! my arm looked like it was growing from my chest. i started to freak out a bit. i then felt like i was in a devilish, evil place. i felt clausterphobic! i then had no sense of who i was at all...i didnt know who i was, or WHAT i was. (this also happened to me on shrooms, the lost sense of self, but hey, this is from fucking just smoking weed) i was so confused, i litteraly didnt feel like a person anymore. i kept looking at my body in the dark water, it felt like it wasnt mine. i started to splash around in the bath, a la' dr.gonzo style in fear and loathing. i couldnt think. i was scared, i thought i was going to die, because i felt like i didnt exisit anymore. one thing popped into my mind...GET THE HELL OUT OF THIS BATH AND BATHROOM! so i drained the water, and got a towel, and stepped out on the bath towel. i coudlnt feel my body for shit, and i still didnt feel like anyone. i started to shake my legs to try to feel them, but i couldnt. my vision was still crooked. i felt insane, and afraid that i was going to stay this way forever. i was scared to actualy come out of the bathroom, and face my sister on the computer in our room. i felt like i didnt know who the hell SHE was. i hurridlely dried myself, and flopped on my bed and hoped i would feel normal when i woke up.

sorry if i made it sound so dramatic. but it really was weird. the scariest part was the lost of self exsistence. it was one of the worst feelings though, even though after, i'd admitt, it was a bit cool. i was so scared to smoke weed again...but , i think maybe the next day or the day after that, i did, and it was all groovy.

anyone can relate?

 

I just started smoking pot , a couple of mouths ago .. that never happend to me the only massive thing that happend to me is i had a panic attack my second time

My heart went VERY i mean VERY fast...and it i felt as if it was going to pop any second.

but it was becasue i was nervous and made a way bigger deal of marijuana then it is... so now i just relax and its like a normal thing, i love to listen to music when im high becasue for some reason the beats are better and if someone talks fast it sounds way better.

I say just relax...unless your weed was laced i never heard anything like that but hten again im a fairly new toker... ask someone else.


Marijuana is a chemical and has differnet affects on everyones brain as one person can see somthing another might not, for example when i trip balls , i think i see my parents ... or my brother and i get scared that they might be there when it turns out to be just a random person.

Or when i trip and im at school i will think people are callingf my name... and i will keep turning around going what??

Just relax , take it easy... if you did another method after and it was groovy go to the same spot , do the same motions , etc.

 

if you dont like thinking your dead or somebody else dont do large amounts of dxm
only 948 mg.s was enough to get me to turn away and say no more!

 

yeah i got my share of panic attacks with weed ;p

 

Happens to us all. Sucks though.

 

I've been so high that it felt like I was supposed to be freaking out. I would just tell myself that it's just pot and I won't feel like this in an hour and I would be fine. I've never actually freaked out on anything.

 

anxiety attack i got one when i smoked my second time i thought i was going to die and i couldnt feel my mouth i almost told my parents cause i was so freaked but i eventualy calmed my self down

 

Sound like you were having a bad trip, (yes, you can trip off weed) I've hallucinated tons of time off just weed. It all depends on your brain and body too, everyone is different.

 

pics of these 3 boobs?

 

Every once in a while when I'm smoking, I feel like I'm going crazy. Almost like a shroom flashback (my expirience with shrooms started out okay, but ended bad). I'm not sure if it's an anxiety attack, which I sometimes get, a flashback, or maybe it's schizophrenia the weed has uncovered. Who knows? All I know is it doesn't happen everytime, and it's only happened when I was smoking with others. Maybe it has to deal with my social anxiety? Oh well. Cest la vie.

That sucks about what happened to you in the tub. I've never actually hallucinated off of mary jane. When I freak out, it's all my state of mind. I hope that never happens to you again because it sounds like a right pain in the ass.

 

i want whatever your smokin

and yea iv had some sorts of panic attacks too

 

I don't wanna be a killjoy or anything - but I'd be just a little cautious.If you are not very sure of your own mind/imagination it can be dangerous,I've had friends who have been diagnosed with schizophrenia - it seems like the boundaries between whats real and whats not became a bit confused in their heads.Most people are fine but theres always going to be people who go off the rails.Some argue that if your going to go off the rails you will anyway regardless of what drugs you take - but anything that makes you hallucinate is going to change your perception - for better or for worse.I can still relive one of the good trips I had once - at will - if I concentrate hard enough - and this is 12 YEARS later.I did actually reach a low point where I was jobless and homeless and I couldn't stand in a queue say for example in a supermarket for more than 3 minutes because the thoughts I was having were so strange and abstract - I didn't feel in control - plus I used to dress like something from another planet which didn't help.I never saw a doctor or anything but I read alot of books about it and eventually got out of that hole.Getting a job actually sorted me out then.I realised it was all just an illusion and that overexcessive drugs and drink had broken down my pyscological defences.If you ever feel this way - do something you feel confident with - it will help.I kept that job for about 4 years - just to prove to myself I could do it - I never cut down on anything though - I was playin in a rock band so if anything I carried on and did even more - but it's a dangerous game to play - but then just smoking normal cigarettes is a gamble.I think you have to every now and then remind yourself what a beautiful world the place is when you are just clean and sober - you know - sometimes it's easy to forget..

 

sounds quite scary. and for some reason when I toke in the bathroom and take a bath I usually hear stuff, like a women in my bathroom sayin somethin.. or somethin in the reflection in the mirror moving.. I even came to the thought of my dad killing my mom.. thoa when ever shit like that happens I just lay back and relax.. and enjoy the soothing warmness all around me. but now a days I usually have the dryer goin with my towel, and other clothing items in it so there warm when I get out. and we also have a hot water pump that constantly makes noise when its warming up water, and one of those fan thingies that suck the air out of the bathroom. all mixed together its not overlly loud, but it might be whats makin me trip, also! sometimes I overthink shit and freak myself out.

 

i can only think of acouple freak outs i have had,

one was awhile ago when i was still pretty new to smoking, i was with some friends, and some made me feel a bit uncomfertable, and all day we were smoking, and for me it was almsot to much...and then, all the sudden when we were sitting in my friends van, i just got to freaked out for no real reason, and demanded a ride home. maybe it was just the environment i was in that freaked me out...middle of the night in a van next to a park.

the other time happened kind of recent, i got really stoned, not to stoned, and took a shower. all the sudden i felt like i was dieing and dissappearing, i didnt even really feel like a person, and it really made me feel wacked out. after i got outta the shower and calmed myself down i felt wonderful though, as if i survived some near death experience.