If things keep going this way, i will be one bitter ass old man. its wierd, cuz a few months ago, people were always telling me how they wished they could be as happy and content as me.
its circles brother,,,, tis all i can say.... dont ask me for further explanation,, tis hhb's job to do that,,,,
I know it seems bad right now, and goodness knows you have been through a living hell here lately, but keep your strength. It WILL get better. And if the b$tch keeps up what she is doing, there is always karma.
and in a few months things will probably be a lot different than what you expect them to be currently I've given up on my expectations for the future and am currently just accepting life day by day and being grateful for where my life currently is. I certainly motivate myself in certain directions, but life changes so fast, I'm finally figuring out that its best to just try your best to enjoy the journey and not worry about the destination. five months ago if someone told me I'd be living in Maine now, I'd say they're crazy 10 months ago I would've told you that I would be living in California soon 18 months ago I was unemployed house sitting for my parents in Florida 2 years ago I was supporting a woman in and her six year old son in Pennsylvania 3 years ago I was living and working at a resort on top of a 5000 foot mountain in West Virginia where the nearest grocery store was fifty miles away 4 years ago I was living in a college town in Ohio 5 years ago I was planning on moving to Atlanta and marrying someone In the past five years I certainly didn't plan or expect my life to change in the ways that it has. All I've done is work very hard at my career and sure as the sun sets, curve balls have come my way. I certainly don't consider my experiences to be the norm of most. Most people I know have lived a much more consistent life in the direction they intend to go. I've tried my hardest to do the same, but oh how circumstances change everything If I were you I'd just surrender to the flow. Life is a complex and bumpy ride and what you expect your life to be like six months from now, might be far different in reality.
As you head towards the slipstream you'll/things have a tendency to become lower keyed. I didn't Believe it either.
((((((hugs)))))) things will get better. It just takes time. Work towards where you want to be. You have a son on the way!!! That's great, you'll realize how blessed you are in a few months and how insignificant everything is right now that's happening. Everything has a way of working its' self out. You think something's the end of the world and you realize that it happened for the best and could have been a lot worse. You could be worse off right now...watch cops, it always makes me feel better...or cheaters or elimidate...see could be way worse
I'm bitter at 20. I figure I'll be like the old man on family guy. "Wheres the paper boy to bring me some good news."
thank you all for the words of encouragement. thats what my brother said! but i dont think i have, but i dunno. maybe i did without realizing it?
