Stuck

i've been smoking a lot lately and i feel like even my emotions and relationships with others are getting affected. pot makes me realize so many things, and sometimes i tend to overanalyze and dwell on things. now, i'm beginning to doubt my feelings. i'm not sure whether to take them seriously or just let them go. is what i'm feeling now valid? or am i just fucked up coz of smoking a lot?
i feel stuck.

 

lol im stoned so i can't help you.seriously you need to stop smoking then, like take a break or something.

 

Do you feel like your perception while sober has changed in anyway? I don't mean attitudes, i mean your actual perception of reality.

 

shrooms make me over analyze things.. and dwell..

im so emotional on em..

 

not really. but i feel like my understanding of things is on a different (higher?) level.

 

isnt that good?

 

maybe. but when i think about too many things about my life, i get depressed. there are some aspects that i dwell too much on. especially about my relationships with the people around me. and my purpose in life. i don't know if i'm really HAPPY or if i'm just pretending to myself.

 

i understand.

 

then dont think about life and its purpose, understand that life sucks and you have to live with it

and the only thing making it worse is you

so try and be a better person to your friends and everything eles to make life just that much easier so in the future you dont have to relaps what you are going through right now

"Time Heals All Wounds"

 

I've been there. Just try not to take yourself too seriously.

 

oh yeah, i know what yer saying about dwelling on things.

I used to overanalyze things my cousins said way too much when i smoked with them.

 

as long as youre not being paranoid, you should try n learn from what you 'realise'