Please help me - energy block, chakras, and mental pain.

I’m poor zero cash, I have access to the Internet thru my gf and thru the libraries. I have no money to buy classes, therapy, or anything like that and I got this book from my dad’s collection from the 70-80’s. The online and those that have wisdom are those that I can depend on now.



How do I release these energy blocks and balance my chakras?



I need help from those that know much about chakras, healing, and energy. This is your time to take everything that you’ve learned and help someone. This information will help you understand what I’m feeling and experiencing.



I’m very spiritual and believe in yoga, metaphysics, auras, and energy healing.

I’m classified as obsessive compulsive (ocd) and I get ocd about hypochondriac things. The root isn’t cancer, or aids, or god, o, or even who I am, or should I be a Buddhist, should I do this, do that, am I gay, am I straight, or neither; those are all ocd and hypochondria. What are causing these conditions are the chakra imbalances and what strong energy blocks formed in my aura.



What I’m about to go into was gained thru the book HANDS OF LIGHT a guide to healing through the human energy field by Barbara Ann Brennan. From page 93 – 99 it talks about “dissociated thought forms” in the aura (93-95) – cleaning the aura during therapy sessions (96-99). When I read the pages from 93-99 I thought to myself, “you found the tip of the ice berg to healing yourself finally” because it described a feeling of released energy that was intense and gave me spasms because of their intensity, once they were released I felt much better. But I need help from here.



(Noticed on pages 93-95)

I developed an unwanted thought form by constantly fearing things in my life. Now that they are building they are almost solid like in my head. I, the creator of the thought forms; act as if it is going to happen (freak out, avoid situations, etc). It has the effect of pushing me away. I may move to a different state of reality only because the cyclical action of the thought form has exhausted all my available energy. I will not know how I moved out of the cyclical p[pattern and, therefore, will probably be unable to extricate myself fro the cycle of the next time it is triggered.



The individual sends a lot of effort during his daily life trying to avoid seeing the thought for in motion, because it may evoke the unwanted feeling. Even though the person avoids situations that would evoke such feelings, it does not completely work, because he is continually recharging the thought forms.



Page 96:

Core Energetic therapy is designed to help people release blocks from their auric field through focus and physical exertion. By leaning backwards over a padded stool, the muscles of the torso are stretched and begin to relax. This brings about an energetic release and the block lets go. The client had a strong energy block in the muscles just in front of their spine near the diaphragmatic hinge. While he was working on the bioenergetics stool, this block suddenly released with a burst of energy. The “energy cloud” quickly moved up along the spine. (BINGO – I get these, they travel up to my brain, they sometimes get so strong, I spasm cause it hard to get them out of me.)When it reaches the head of the client and broke into his consciousness, I observed his going into another space of reality. He began to cry and express early childhood pain. As he expressed his feelings, he released more and more of the energy cloud, and it moved out of his field.



Is that everything your seeing, what else can I do to balance myself?



Thank You for reading,

Peace,

Bryan.

 

haha sucks for you dude sorry

 

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by this i mean ... do a lot of purposeful walking , as you go humming along . peace .


i can appreciate how far you have come , and need ask so little .

 

well brother, the more iv thought, and opened my mind, i realised man isnt this polished man in a suit with polished ideas of theory of a man. hes quite dark in his nature, his animal impulses are much darker than many would suspect. he's an animal hugry to mate, hugry to satisfy himself, hugry to survive...but theres more to live that his roots. if a man acted on every animal impulse within him, blessed by nature, he'd be locked up, and confined till the last days of his life...

peace
bryan

 

and ill rememebr this till the day i die, that i am not the man in the suit, thinking how ohers think one shoudl think...we confine and blck our thoughts, our feelings, our taste, grounding, lvoe, hate, voice, mind, soul, everythuing, we block so much....so then i ask this, how does oen walk wiht their shadow and not let teh shadow take the man for a walk on a leash?

 

oh cripey , if you know the mindshadow then also the light that with you creates it . shadow is important , if you mean the sub-mind . maybe a streetlight is the society that too makes a shadow . maybe the moon speaking alone is better ; that two shadows is a bit much confusion . huh ?

 

if you can - learn a trade.

 

yeah a trade would be good, for my ocd mind, if i got into a trade groove, id be set cause id ride it out far

 

in my experience, if there's something psychic out of wack and it's bothering me, grounding and centering works well, perhaps accompanied by some energy work. think of the problem as a sort of twisted ankle: the more you walk on it, the faster it corrects itself. i hope this helped.

 

ohh this is really my strongpoint , thoughtforms are simply a collective mass of associated thoughts that are in essence very much like an unfinished work of art or that half done imaginary friend, that doesnt just leave when your finished with it . in order to balance yourself out simply think of something very symbolic to you. it can be anything that has many different meanings to you. focus all thoughts into that object, all worrys, all blocks, and let it flow away .