to have a rather big crush on a member here at the forums. not uncommon i know but this strikes me as different from my normal situation in which i get caught up in a couple small aspects of a person and then get bored quickly.
i get out too often as it is. however when i am located in my home i spend the majority of my time chatting with folks online. i am diagnosed with social anxiety but i have a dependancy on other people as well. quite the contradiction i know.
Well if he got out more perhaps he would have a crush on a girl who knows in person, which of course is more likely to blossom making him happy.
i am already happy. i do not need for a relationship to blossom for that. also i am not looking for anything in particular in the way of anything so any kind of interaction with people is good interaction.
i am always careful with such verbiage as these thoughts are not the type to be thrown around like midgets at a fraternity party.