I'm in hell right now too. My bf of over three months whom i loved unconditionally broke up with me. he's bi-polar and addicted to some drugs. he said he loves me but duznt wanna hurt me worse later on cuz he's bound to do something stupid what with all his partying and all! he had also said things were getting too serious and he didn't wanna get crushed later on. (he has a 4 yr old son too btw) but then we had a huge fight and now we aren't even going to be friends. he used me. he broke my heart. he threw me away. i have bad luck too. and i think i have issues with men. and robbie's never saying sorry cuz he doesn't love me like i love him. i feel like death. my heart is broken. i treated him like gold and he treated me like dirt. i did not a thing wrong yet am being punished. he can't stand to lose. yet he's lost and doesn't realize it... why did he have to be t his way? why did it have to end this way?
you are in serious need of help. obviously you deserve someone as passionate as you. even if this guy treated you OKAY, i dont think you would feel 'satisfied' because he doesnt share your intensity for relationships. but there is someone out there, so try to stop feeling like death and look at your life. get out there and smile, and someone lucky enough will realize theyd love to see that smile a whole lot more often. good luck with everything.
Consider yourself lucky that you didn't get involved any deeper with him...like having a kid together. Move on. The past is the past. Learn from it...find a hobby...get your mind off him..and move on.
hey i completely understand you... i've been through almost the same story and this didnt happen only once for me... if u need anyone, im there
1st... think of this as a step. Use this a reference to never do again. Make yourself stronger. You don't deserve him. You deserve someone who can understand you 2nd... Don't put so much love into one person. Share your love with every one around you. It is not right to love one person more than another. 3rd... if you go back to him and love him like you did, then the same exact thing would happen. Move on. I'm sorry for your situation. Just remember that there are people out there who will love you with all their heart, despite anything else.
well we're still broken up and we don't speak. the crappy thing is a mutual friend's pissed @ me for no damn reasontoo... people are just fuckin assholes someteimes.... shit.
Brother Ivan's # 1 rule of relationships for his women friends who date assholes: Let him say I love you first...and mean it. The advice worked. I will celebrate my TENTH wedding anniversary in June.
