I love him. And he is far away. I wont see him 10 days and we have no contact. I cant stop thinking bout him. He is always here. He is with me every single minute, I can close my eyes and he is here. Im sleeping "with him" couse Im dreaming of him every night. And yeah, I know how you feel... But in my case I don't want to stop this
Yes with two particular women. One, it wasn't until I feel deeply for another woman that the haunting thoughts went away. I dated several girls in between, but my heart was still stuck with the one girl. Then along came the girl who erased memories of the first ex and well, now she's my ex too, so I'm right there with you. I do what I can to keep busy and focus on things in my life that I really enjoy, such as seeing live music, to try and keep myself sane and free of the haunting thoughts. The silly part of it all is that we really didn't have that good of a relationship at all and there's a reason I will understand someday, but not now, why this is the best choice for the both of us ....but as time marches on, you tend to only remember those moments where things were electric between you - all the bad is forgotten and only positive memories remain its a tough road I tell ya