What's hanging in your closet? When I was younger they were always telling me those things that fuck up my brain. Some of those things stand out. It's easy to see the nasty christians who would have you go to repair yourself as if there was anything wrong with your beautiful soul. And that makes you mad. It makes you angry when they tell you those things and you believe them only to find out how wrong they are. But I think that happens to everybody. The specific things I'm talking about are those gay things. I don't know what they all are, but I'm thinking about the stuff that you think will be sexy, and people tell you it's sexy and you believe that so, it's going to be that easy right? A cool hair cut, or musky perfume will turn everyone's head. You end up buying a silk blouse, that looks ridiculous hanging in your closet! There's alot of stuff like that. That skimpy, banana-hammock underwear, I have to admit it was really sexy in a pervy way when I bought a pair of those. Er, for a couple of days. And of course smoking, why did I ever do that? But when you get older everything changes. I guess you stop worrying about what is going to be sexy to someone else and you start noticing what is truly sexy, what is sexy to you. That's what I was just thinking. It isn't a dark tan or snow white smile. It's seeing the man you love plod around in the kitchen at night with the refrigerator light outlining his baggy sweats and oversized t-shirt. It's watching that same man stand naked digging around in your closet to see if he can find anything decent to wear to dinner, "if we're still going out?" And after working in the garden, in the hot sun and you both come in and embrace and you breath in deep and no it doesn't stink -it smells like his pillow only more intense. What a feeling. Nothing is ever more sexy. It's comparing scars, and kissing them because you weren't there to ease the pain in the first place. It's sitting on a porch and holding hands in the movies, stuff like that too. Oh gosh, that's what love is for. Love is sexy. We all got that goofy sweater or ridiculous shirt in the closet. But, what have you found to be sexy? How has sexy changed for you? What have you found to be sexy that you never thought would be?
I'm young, and have very little experience. But one thing that I've found to be completely sexy is smell. I remember that with my girlfriend last year, if I smelled like her, I didn't want to wash my clothes. Her smell was just the most amazing thing in the world. And now there's this guy I like whose smell is completely different, and isn't necessarily a sweet smell like my ex-girlfriend's smell, but it's just his smell, and it's him, and it reminds me of everything that makes him awesome. And that's pretty damn sexy.
Beautiful post Mychal! You had me there in my very own personal special moments with your descriptions and I have those same feelings, smells, images... every night my partner and I are piled together in each other's arms on the couch... under our big red blanket watching TV or reading to each other... with our bare feet sticking out the other end, (the blanket, not the TV or the book) hehe. ... done it for YEARS together and then when he helps me up off of the couch after I have been snoring really loudly and DROOLING... I'm suddenly being carried into the bedroom and he lays me down... we drift off to sleep in our HUGE bed. I look so forward to drifting off near his breathing every night. After a long day at work, eating something good, there not a more peaceful place in the world for me than in his arms. I am thankful for his love.
Yeah, I liked muscle men back when I was 13. But now I go for thin dudes. Funny how your tastes change.
And you are a pointless human being. hahahah what kind of a stupid fuck spends his whole day posting on other peoples "GAY" posts, when he himself is just putting gay people and community down, hahah read this fuckheads other posts, he must be a homosexual to sit here and post his lame opinions on the entire board. PLus i fuck his dads mouth last night and hes being a bitch about it cause his dad didnt pay. And to add to the thread, Im a young white boy so maybe this is why but, An irregularly large black cock turns me on. yummy