you people suck

no one is ever on when i need them


..well i dont need you YET..


but i will.. in about half an hour or so..

 

just got on...but i talked to ya for a second...and you said you'll be back...soooooo...ya

 

hay u think theres no one on when your hear try when i come on normally in about 3-4 hours

 

...

 

Now that was just entirely uncalled for.

Jesus fucking H. christ.

 

wow...ugh...

 

Seriously. Someone get rid of it.

 

i just decided to ignore him, it works.


and i really wish hev would come back soon...

 

i forgot how to ignore someone
and does any one know how to get my sig pic smaller thats way to big

 

I'm here!!!


but, damn, I think I may be late

 

penis envy allways prevail.

 

TRY USERS OPTIONS . I M AMAZED HE CAN ACTUALLY TURN ON THE PC.

 

i wonder what happened to hev...she went to smoke a cig, and i got really stoned, but she never came back. hope shes ok

 

i haven't seen her on for so long
i haven't seen you on in ages either pauly
i was just complaining on you know where about it...

 

well...not that many people seem to post on you know where for some reason now...i like that place better, but i guess there just isnt enough people over there to keep it very interesting

 

i know
but i'm going to be loyal hahaha even if in the end it's only going to be and you know who left around there...

 

alright, lemme tell ya what happend...
i went out for my cigarette and actually forgot to light it for like 20 minutes, but then i finally did and then i kept forgetting to smoke it, so i only really got like 5 puffs off the damn thing then, when i got back inside, i found out that my internet had fuckin crashed (perfect timing eh? :H) and then i cant really remember what happend after that.. i just remember ending up in my bed wanting so badly to go to sleep (it was like 4-5am by now) but every time i would close my eyes, the roll would become so intense that it scared me kinda.

I swear i could FEEL the blood running through my veins.. and i could hear my heart beating.. and i swore it stopped a few times.. and i dunno mayn.. it was the most intense shit i have ever done.. and it lasted for awhile too.. i shouldnt have done it by myself, cuz being alone was freaking me out.. i thought i was gonna die (seriously) now that i think about it, i was bein really stupid and of course i wasnt gonna die.. but thats what happens to me when i do that kinda drug by myself.. i freak out =/

this weekend, im gonna halve the dosage (i think i took a bit over anyways) and im gonna do it with other ppl.. paul will probably be there, and i always feel safe around paul so things should go a lot better

im kinda glad that my internet went out cuz i was NOT in the right state of mind to be talking to ppl.. but then again, if i woulda had someone to talk to, i might not have freaked out so bad.. who knows.. there were good and bad points of it.. paul told me it was really scary his first time too, but the second time it was easier.. i guess i'll see this weekend..

 

wow, sounds like a fucking trip

 

it was mayn.. it was...

 

Was it E? If so, don't take much at once.

I know when I did it, it would take a little while to kick in and once I thought it wasn't working so I took more and ended up hitting my head in the wall several times.