This will really fuck you up: Take a 12 oz glass bottle, fill it halfway with amonia. Fill it up the rest with bleach. Swirl it a bit, put your mouth over the hole and inhale the fumes. Talk about a rush.
That's where I was headed with the bleach and amonia thing.....Just trying to be.....covert about it.
covert coschmert if this is really something important in your life, that trumps finding something fun or learning-like to do, then suicide probably is the correct answer at this point, n'est pas? I mean, the world's overcrowded as is....
I've been smoking marijuana since I was like 10 y/o I have an older sister & she introduced me to drugs
You were ten when you started smoking, and you're not tired of it yet? Good lord! Seriously, being 17 with all of your mental and physical capacities, I'm sure there is some non-drug induced way to really get your blood pumping or your adrenaline flowing. Go bungi-jumping or something. Why do you have to get fucked up?
I was going to suggest getting a hobby... I don't know...spending your days getting fucked up? Dang, there's so much more to do in life that you're missing out on!