I’m not sure why this is going in psychic. Other than, I’m just confused about some things in the future. Ahh, aren’t we all? I don’t know what I’m looking for in this. I’m planning a trip to Paris, and I’m falling in love too fast. Paris… It’s this terribly (wonderfully) cliché, romantic thing full of youthful reckless abandon. It’ll be wonderful, but it’s not me to plan such a wonderful getaway with someone I’ve never met. It’s like me to hide from such a thing. But, this is something too great, and if I only stare fear in the face once in my life, I think maybe this should be the one time. Or if there’s more than one time, life should definitely start now. There are so many things I should be worried about – money, language, stopovers, transportation – but I’m not. I’m worried about what he’ll be like. When I get there, we’ll be so close but so far in a way. But all of this couldn’t amount to nothing, could it?
Hi Poubelle Part of the challange, and part of the hope is this experience is repeating itself from a past life awareness. As you run toward, what you run from, the deeper question might be, "Are the expectations, and desires holding me back, or is the truth a reality I want this moment to last forever, knowing, fearing this too will change." You are a fire personality. Finding the thing fire most fears is also what fire desires, Intensity and time. Your very passion within you is also your caution causeing a duel nature of awareness. So go with your heart. Go for what rings true to you, and your being. Go for the choice you make with a whole being, letting the doubts resolve themselves. This may be the ride of a life time that ask you only to be true to yourself. Nothing is forever, and nothing is personal, and all things are. For the lessons, and experiences we draw to ourselves, changes us. In any merging connection never loose sight of the changes, and where these places will take you. You are more for the trying. More for the trusting your heart. More for being willing to love beyond yourself. You are more for the letting go, and the embrace that honors the gift at the heart of all beginnings, and ends. Your choices will guide you along the path you wished to face this time around.
i'd say don't expect too much. always good advice on general principals. paris is, after, cache' or not, just another big city. an interesting one perhaps. with a few unique querks of its own. beyone that i can't say too much, having never been there and not expecting to. what do i know about paris. it has arroundisments rather then neighborhoods, the old inner city that is. like all or nearly all european cities it has better public transport then we've seen anywhere in the u.s. for at least 50 years if not longer. and it has tenniments into which immegrees are 'hurded' by the french equivelant of our i.n.s., and that these sometimes burn down killing some of the people in them. i'm not even going to try and describe what you yourself are going to experience. maybe if i slept on and dreamed about it i'd get some sort of a feeling about it or maybe not. but at anyrate, even if i did, such things in my experience have proven invariably unreliable. though perhapse this is simply due to it's not being my talent. up until the 80s came along i could see general outlines of our collective future but that's about it. now i occasionaly shape dreams, without knowing for sure whether or not i'm actualy sending them somewhere, nor when, nor how well i'll be able to. i will say, enjoy yourself and explore, that's the main thing. that and being creative. =^^= .../\...
