Why do i always seem to be looking for answers. When really in my heart i know there is none. Why do i always seem to stand and stare. When i know that i should run. Must i always keep trying to reach. That, that i know just isnt there. And always try to get to the point. And end up well! nowhere. I am surely blind and deaf. I am certain i am dumb. To endure pain until i am numb. I have to tell myself to stop. And admit that i am done. And give up this race,that i know cannot be won.
