i respect you too much, you know to give you what you ask for every time i refuse to risk your future for your fleeting fascination with your inner anima divine and i don't know what to say other than only know you enough to know what is real that your two hands believe that they know what they're seeking while your heart has no idea and i didn't mean to make you feel like i don't believe you're worth the time and i didn't mean to push you away at arms length so soon along the line but i know what you are and are not capable of and i can't understand i can't understand why you'd want my body for a moment and then leave the rest of your longing tying into the singing strings of my mind i respect you too much to give you what you ask for every time though best i can remember wanting to wake me is not a punishable crime i respect you too much to surrender to the fact that you don't know what you're asking for half the time
that kinda made me wanna cry. reminds me of this one I feel so unreal as i slip slop slide through the river that is your soul I want some more you are so much more than I ever thought you would be to me forgive me if i stare at your strong shoulders your green green eyes I don't believe you even realize the effect you have on me I cry for you in my sleep In my dreams you are always running away How can you stay so detached relaxed calm and cool about it all while still I fall I hate to say i being played for a fool I someone who feels to much but I am and its not fair I wish I could turn it on and off like you but i can't i won't and I refuse sensitivity is a virtue
