I just had a man I was seeing dedicate his song to me

and I don't know what it means and I have strong feeling for somone else whom I;ve never even freaking met and was thinking of him part of the time I was with this man and I'm a mess and am actually crying as I type. I hate love, I hate men, I hate feelings, I hate it all I want to be numb again. I don't wanna deal with my feelings I have too many of them. What does this song mean? I have the cd but I never understood the meaning.


I know it’s late, I know you’re weary
I know your plans don’t include me
Still here we are, both of us lonely
Longing for shelter from all that we see
Why should we worry, no one will care girl
Look at the stars so far away
We’ve got tonight, who needs tomorrow?
We’ve got tonight babe
Why don’ t we stay?

Deep in my soul, I’ve been so lonely
All of my hopes, fading away
I’ve longed for love, like everyone else does
I know I’ll keep searching, after today
So there it is girl, I’ve got it all now
And here we are babe, what do you say?
We’ve got tonight, who needs tomorrow?
We’ve got tonight babe
Why don’t we stay?

I know it’s late, I know you’re weary
I know your plans don’t include me
Still here we are, both of us lonely
Both of us lonely

We’ve got tonight, who needs tomorrow?
Let’s make it last, let’s find a way
Turn off the light, come take my hand now
We’ve got tonight babe
Why don’t we stay?
We’ve got tonight babe
Why don’t we stay?

 

and a call but no fucking message and read his daughter's myspace account who apparently has a crush on me from ;last springs golf tourney....rhmmmmmmmmmmm
argh fucking men they are fucked fucked fucked. his daighter has the right idea be a lesbian.

 

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naw he refused to sleep with me our last date and moved away now to take a job as cfo for a state agency that actually funds my program and position, which is sad but it never would have worked, too big of an age difference, too much baggage from his ex wives and my ex boyfriend oh and his daughter who is my age and is a lesbian apparently thinks I'm 'hot'....plus I want somone closer in age to me. I want a protector and a best friend not a controller, which let's face it is always the situation when there's a huge age difference.

 

Touch his daughter's clit.

 

fuck men seriously im sick of them...done. cant stand their fickleness. i wish i liked women