i fought it.. somedays i have to pep talk myself, still. but since i work and now go to school i have reasons to leave the house. my kids were little then. i'd take them to daycare and run back home instead of going shopping on my days off then. sucked
yup. exactly the same here. if i don't have a specific plan, or someone with me, i just can't take that step out the door. i can't even go get something outta my car sometimes. it's awful. winter is the worst for me.
i used to tell my kids.. "we're going to the park at ___ time. MAKE MOMMY GO!" sucks cus they knew something was "wrong" with me. 9/11 was right in the middle of the height of my "madness" and that day i couldn't go inside.. i didn't wanna see what had happened we spent the whole day at the park weird how the brain works sometimes
mine is just hormonal. it happened to me after my first daughter. it passes. i have loads of friends in ft. collins, plus the town just fits me somehow. i can't stay indoors, you know?
Giant Squids. The dead baby one's found have been like 20 metres. Biggest eye on any living creature. They have a huge beak. They are a horrible pink color .360 degree rotating 6 inch claws on the end of their horrible tenticle things and ONE OF THEIR TENTICLES IS HEAPS LONGER THAN THE OTHERS... WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT? . These things fight sperm whales. They haven't named a phobia for that yet. I can't even go in shallow water at the beach without thinking about them.