for all { have to write all down so if it seems changing in mood ,in feel,its straight from mind heart to page in moments.....} torment may play within, the solace i hold so dear... awake,not at this moment. for day has hidden, half turned away. so nausea began in sleep, these dreams do twist (LIFELESS SLEEP) so take me wholey, hold me . onward from this thirst of pleasure. my pain... such driven sorrow, unforgiving on its path. not to step alone,i may fade may fail again... balanced i feel sudden droplets salted tension unpon these cheeks. fallen visions,must we forget.. loving romance,simple neglect. delicate passage line within line. oceans,so seas will wave thier exploits... leave no word no emotion unturned. ripples,lifelines only wish to rejoin the sunkissed affair, human affairs. of living. lovenpeace from saff