So i ahve been learning to translate my dreams...and one of them the symbology in it meant that i would have an unexpected end to my suffering and be met with newfound pleasures and activities....then that i would be met with depresing news...and that i would be able to put past issues behind me..... So two days later i find out my friends were in a car wreck and two died(who i didnt know) and two lived (who are a couple of my berst friends)........well I have been staying up at the hospital with one and while i have been there i ahve been able to see over a hundred people ihave not seen in a year and so now all of them know that i am clean and living straight again (past issue behind me) and another one who actually beat the hell out of me and basically hated me, i sent him an apology a few weeks ago over myspace but never got a response-well eh came to the hospital and gave me ahug to say he loved me and everything (past issue behind me) I have now been brought back together with some friends, and made some new ones....and got a job this week,,,and my friends are alive and one just got out of the hospital today (end to present suffering and beginning of new found pleasures) whoa crazy week, but awesome
