here's a secret of mine

i'm scared of the dark
i don't believe in ghosts
(of course i don't believe in monsters)
and i don't really think that behind every turn there's a crazy axe murderer
so why'm i scared of it?
i dunno, but i am
sometimes i have control of the fear
but...the dark just creeps me out i guess

 

i think all humans are more afraid or atleast more cautious in the dark. my theory on that was because humans dont see as well in the dark (not like a cat would) it would be harder to spot danger so the fear makes us more aware of our surroundings....maybe some selective value in that? i dunno, i dont believe really buy into all that selective value crap anyway but thats that kind of stuff i think about when im bored.

 

the dark creeps me out when im in it alone

..ps. you are fucking hot

 

if only this helped with my fear :H

 

damn.. i hate dark 2... and same here.. i dont even know why! I mean.. before going into my bed... Ill check my closet (Why?? I DONT KNOW!!) and ill look under my bed...
I really dont know why i do that... its really annyoing somtimes... Its like if looking under my bed has become a routine and is now stuck with me.. If only i could simply sleep on the floor..

 

it's impossible for me to sleep with the closet door open. i don't believe in any of that shit either, but i DO believe in being somewhat prepared.

 

i know what you mean. someone told me a long time ago that the dark is nothing to be afraid of...its what the darkness is hiding. that always sorta creeped me out.

 

no but seriously.. a lot of weird things happend when our consciousness is in the night setting, like crazy dreams and stuff. there has to be some sort of energy shift. even in the physical world.

 

why do you say that?

 

i don't sleep with my door even cracked
and if i'm walking thru my house (which is very small) at night
i'm always looking behind me
i'm a weirdo

 

hehe, i normally try not to sleep facing the wall

 

I'm afraid of the dark normally, but the feeling is intensified if I am alone. I get so freaked out and paranoid at night that if I am by myself, I cannot walk past any of the windows in my house. I'm so convinced that there is something just beyond the glass waiting to get me, that I cannot physically move in front of a window. It's extremely irritating, and makes getting from room to room a pain. I guess it's silly, but it seems that most everyone has some strange fear associated with the dark. So, is it instinct? Or is it conditioned?

 

Yeah, i dont mind the dark... if im not alone but i hate it when i am...

Im not afraid of ghosts or monster, just people, groups of people with weapons... im only prepared for a few unarmed people

I some times put cans and coffee mugs etc next to my doors so if some one were to open them i'd hear a bang, i always sleep with a weapon next to my bed, like a pole or an axe and i try to make sure there is a phone near by.

 

Its not so much the dark in general for me (though that said I do turn on all the lights if I leave my bedroom at night), Its more when I turn a light off, when the rest of the house is dark, and the change is blinding and everything is pitch black untill my eyes adjust.
Then pure terror ensues.
I look around wildly, of course not being able to see a semblance of anything other than blackness then I start calling out to my partner until he answers (even though he's asleep) cause I'm too terrified to even move.
The pitch plack just paralyses me with fear and panic.
I feel like the world dissappears and I am alone in the void....

 

Man I sware I saw a head peaking around this corner in my room, I dunno why the cornor is there but fuck man my stereo was still on but not playing music and the light was lighty lighting some infront of me and I looked and I sware I saw someone staring and me and then turn there head back so I couldnt see them. Then Iturned on my light to make sure lol. I get that fear too I jus cant sit there in the dark and not see shadows or shit like that.

 

Believe me, its a lot better than being afraid of the light, as a lot of people seem to be.

Xx

 

oh for heaven's sake. lol.

 

Know you love it

 

i DO! lol.

 

I always liked the dark.